Notes

Right now, i am in the sea of feelings.. there are lot of feelings that i never had for anyone and all of a sudden i am just overflowing with that for you. Initially it was all lovely and cute for you but recently its only getting bolder and wilder. Don't misunderstand me, my intentions are still as good as they can be, and that is still, to love you for the purity of your beauty and innocence.

But every time you send a GIF of a couple kissing, my mind just can't picture anyone other than you. Heart start racing and i just want to have you at that moment. i want to kiss you on the forehead, on the eyes, on the cheeks and on those sweet lips of yours.

Want to hug you from the behind, putting your hair to one side, kissing on the neck, pulling you closer, putting hands on the waist, feeling your presence so closely that it would melt my heart. Hug you so tight that it would feel we're only one soul for that moment. Having your arms around me is the greatest pleasure i can think of right now. The thought of me being with you put my mind to ecstasy. The thought of your touch makes me go wild.

I had never crossed the line, even in my mind.. but from the last two days its just not possible for me. I wish i could tell you how i feel and i am not sure will i be able to convey all of the thoughts but here is my attempt. Even though i have seen you only few times and never in the way that i wish i would have. but i know for sure you are irresistible for anyone who have eyes. And i am already hopelessly in love with you, just imagine the agony that i have to live with.
You have that perfect combination of cute and sexy with your beauty and body which only people can hope for in their dream. And the thoughts of throwing myself into your arms and do whatever you say just blow my mind. Being able to express feelings for you from the actions gives me chill. Actions might not be decent in nature but sometimes i don't want to be the decent. i just want to be with you with raw feelings and you with your raw emotions. Sometimes i don't want to think about right and wrong. I just want to be with you my real self with your true self.

I know i am thinking a lot and all of this might not be possible, but hey its my imagination for you and here anything can happen. I wish you feel the same.