Notes

R - Mom's birthday, mostly just laid on the couch and binged tv had a couple of drinks and hung out with erica too. I didn't cry but erica did a lot. I did cry though about her on Tuesday morning after i had a dream that was more like a vivid memory of my mom in that half waking up state when you're more creative or something

F - Got the call saying my background check went through and I got the job officially. weed delivery around midnight, connected with ben a little more. might try acid again and try dmt soon

S - Drive to NJ for Erica's grandma's birthday party as soon as we wake up

Sun - Leave NJ after the party, watched a lot of Star Wars things.

M - binge watched star wars all day after filling out paperwork for a couple hours for work. Played with a couple friends I hadn't talked to in a month or so until 2 am

T - Woke up at 6:45am to go to training session for mirabito from 8:30 to 4:00 in Binghamton. Erica came with me, I forgot my passport (second form of identification for payroll) so she drove all the way home and back to Binghamton to save me a lot of trouble later and loss of money. Played some more games with Tim. Ordered wings over

General notes -
- I smoked weed every day and not the smallest amount every day since i got it.
- I ate a lot of lasagna, sandwiches, and green beans. I also had subway in Binghamton. Doing better at eating and staying hydrated
- Starting on last Wednesday Erica and I have been doing at least 30 minutes of yoga a day together
- I've started playing games again but not much, just a few games on 2 days