Notes

Sooo you've gone sleep u idiot but yessh anyways seeing as ur not here and its been a week since I wrote ur para I thought I'd write u another one cos i am in an emotional gay mood. Ahh u idiot idk why u slept I acc wanted to talk to you today cos I feel like we didn't speak properly todaaaay cos i kept going and u were out and abouut. Hehehehe acc tbh maybe if I didn't act up and do my cwaaaaaaazy nakhre you'd be awake. but yesh anyways I guess u get a para out of it. so imma be GAY GAY. soo yeah blah blah yk ur my fave person oops i didnt mean when i said u wasnt. wallahi u are my favourite person and i love you to the moooon and beyond and baaack. i know I tell you ONLY sometimesss that I love you, but I want you to know that even tho i hardly say it I really mean it cos ur spweciaaal (mentally i mean). You are one of the most important people in my life, ngl atm the most important but that will change when Zayn Malik marries me ofc, ur invited to the shaadi and I don't know what I would do without you I'd probably me muuuch more productive and probably even be on HOLIDAY, but cant lieee id rather talk to u cos my lifes sooo boring without u. I know if I ever have a problem or need someone to talk to you're right there. I can call you anytime but cos Im paki and ur bengali u fish it can only be night time for us and you always have time for me and my stupid waffle. I can talk to you about anything: family problems, personal problems, stinky pongy men issues, school, life in general, or even stupid things like my favorite food (i have many as yk)or i can jus sing to u when i wanna pretend im beyonce hehehehe. We can go from having a serious conversation about how amazing I am ahem to arguing about whether u can blowdry a jiggas hair hehehe. We can tell each other we love each other (bleugh me-love u? never) and the next second insult each other like we hate eachother. I want you to know that I trust you completely, and more than just about anyone else in my life cant lie. I can go to you with anything without fear of judgment or like dead reply times and dead replies as well. And that means mooore than the world and everything in it to me wallaaaah. the way ur energy is always soo consistent and ahhh it just makes me soo so so happy i cant put it into words heheh. Can't lie i feel like a phat snaake but oopsie i feel more comfortable and happy talking to u n telling u things then i am with my bestest friends of 5 years ooops. Sooo yesshh I want you to know that I love you loooooaads so soo much. You are my bestesttt person ever (what is my englissh?). i want you to stay in my lifeee foreveeeeer idec ur here to staaay sorry mate. Idc even when ur married eventually i wanna be ur fave when u have kids im staying ur faave and even grandkids IM STILL UR FAVE : ) tyvm. I want to make sure yk tho that I can’t stand you 99.999% of the time. I’ve never met someone who annoys me as much as you do, but at the same time, I’ve never been more thankful that you’re that person. i sound so gaaay but like ahhh i just have soo much pyaaar for u and u best not ever ever ever gooo and leave me without an Umar Ahmad tyvm. Thank you for being sooo annoying and entertaining me, and thank you for the snapchats everyday that remind me how hateed I am. Thank you for making me fail my gcses by keeping me up till 4am with u then making me late in the mornings by making me link u cos ur a fan and making me go tesco with u like i like you. It’s the little things that make me realize how lucky I am to have you in my life. Likeee idk ur just THERE always for me and I've never ever ever had anyone like thaaat ever and then u came and u just came and was there for me and ahh im getting all teary rn but wallahiiii i dont think youll ever knoww how much u mean to me and ahhh im so gay im sorry hahaha. cant lie tho idek hooow after 2 months and a bit (75 days exactly) I'm like this lmaaooo. The friendship we have is something I dont want to enddd ever maaan i thinkk if it ever doess imma be some depressed bitcch. I actually don’t how we became so close cant lie. Maybe it’s because I find your disabled sense of humor hilarious I don’t know how it happened, but I’m so glad that it did wallaaahi. likee probbably one of the bestessst blessings I've ever ever had. I also want you to know that I am always here for you whenever you need it and ik yk this alreaddyy. Whenever you need girl advice (yk aqsa and lily and zazcho and fiza andd that samiya girl hehehehehehehe), life advice or issuesss, or just someone to talk to, I want you to know I’m here and even if one day we do stop talking (allah tawbah) so much or fully (GOD FORBID) i will still alwaaaaaaays be here for u wallah. I know I can be a bit annoying sometimes well mayeb always, always asking how your angry bird wife is but it’s only because I want to make sure that you’re happy and to try be funny and make u laugh cos apparently waman arent funny. ahh i hate when ur all sad or seem off. ur happinesss is my happiness like when ur happy and u do that stoopid smile it makes me laaugh. So, thanks for being you because, honestly, there’s nobody else in this world that I would want to call my favouritee person eveeeeer. dont ever ever chaange.

With soo much loove
safiyyah