Notes

It was supposed to be simple, but love isn't,
It seemed hard for us but what isnt,
I'm done wishin,
On what was different,
Sittin reminiscent and asking why loves different..
Did we love different?
Was enough given?
Did we make love when we fucked or was the touch different?
Now I'm the one trippin,
Still not enough with this cup sippin,
Boy meets world but the girl becomes distance,
We got resistance from the distance but if you listen maybe we can make it work,
I long for you yet I'm so far from you and it hurts,
Like it's hitting my nerves,
Gods looking down like its what he deserves,
I get it I get it,
This shit hurts me and i let it,
Use a bottle to forget it,
Now i regret it,
I need an incentive,
I said I love you I meant it,
Heart broken too so I mend it,
I look at it as love but it's more like a friendship..

I fell in love from the getgo,
I can never let go,
And if you ever let go,
I'll pick you back up and be your back up because I said so,
No stress tho,
We can shake things up like coke and mentos,
So let's go,
To a place we havent been yet,
I wanna say what I haven't said yet,
Heaven scent,
Sent a message did you get it yet?
Can we start this over like we have met yet,
Not friends yet,
Took the same path and now our ends met,

Fuck a friendship,
Haters hating the list in endless,
Breathless,
Is how you left me I don't get it,
Our love was ending and you let it,
But forget it, its what I should have to mention,
And if we pay attention,
We can take a path without looking back with a new direction,
Hard to stay on track when you come back with new affection,
Write a new song and it's you I mention,
It's like a new dimension,

Feelin like I left the planet, I don't understand it, it was like you planned it,
Now I'm feeling alone and feeling damaged,
I need a medic,
I need a bandage,
Thinkin love can fix us but really can it?
Love was sky high but we crash landed,

Stranded,
I don't where I'm at, or where I'm going,
Forever knowing,
Love i seek is what you were never showing,
My heart was severed open,
Now it is bleeding,
Left alone for too long, so now its depeleding,

What was the reason? Now with the devil I'm pleadin,
I try to keep it level, I reason,
But I drink a bottle, hit the pedal I'm speedin,
Nothing but tough love so it's metal I'm bleedin