Notes

I love you, nothing more or nothing less

Be ready to cringe because I don't know specifically what i'm supposed to be talking about. At first you where just a person that I found interesting on discord, a internet buddy and some person to have fun and hang out with. I already told you this but I also thought you where an literal hypebeast that was fat and lived in their mothers basement. At one point I thought you where a lesbian white girl that was into unicorns too. It was funny at first how we always used to send lenny faces, rate random anime girls, and do one-line erp almost daily. I had no intentions of asking you out, nor showing any type of love, just staying as online friends, cause like what I said I was never into or going to be into a internet relationship, yet I was wrong. Both Athena and Saint, at the times where i've started to slowly fall in love with you (When I asked if who was your best boy and sending you heart emojis whenever you went to sleep) or even way past when I started to fall in love, they already knew it was coming. They said that we where going to date, and I turned them down, said I don't do online dating, and moved on. Either before or after all of this you had asked me out or more of so let out your feelings to me, at that time I couldn't feel my heart, I didn't want to seem so vigilant so I used the i'll think about it card, and after a few or more months couldn't get you off of my mind that it go so irritating that out of the blue I had asked you out. Not once have I've ben excited, spammed a couple peoples DMs, and I heard you did so too. I was sitting on my grandmothers couch with my dog on my lap at 1%, and twelve seconds after asking you out a dead phone, I was so caught up in the moment I forgot to charge my phone, luckily I turned on my phone, while on 0%, and told you that I loved you once more, before it died. I forgot what happened after once I got back online, it felt weird, I had a tingly feeling for days straight, until I felt comfortable with you, the tingly feeling was just common stuff like what will happen if it doesn't turn out right or if going out with such a person a right idea. Yet once that got away I felt like the most luckiest person alive, you had everything I wanted, the only thing that was annoying was your sister and her ass looks like mufasa. Even though seventy percent of our dm chat history is probably just us erping nowadays we're more closer and connected, we talk about our days how we are doing at school, and how we'd always want to save up money and see each other once we grew older. I thought that our relationship couldn't get any more special than it already was but it did, and i'm happy for that. I'm also happy for the people along our journey, the laughs we had, the turns we took, the hearts we send each other, the deep conversations, the giggles and smiles, and even the small talk. We've never even had a arguement throughout this whole relationship, or anything serious or anythign drama related. Just a full on loving and affectionate relationship between us which I love and enjoy.