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Baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaby, my one true sweetestheart and my very only, happy 3rd anniversary with all my love 💖💖💖💖💖💖💖 - or more like "thank u for making it with me and dealing with my shit for so long pls no leave " HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA jokes aside bii, I would really want to dedicate this message sa tibuok natong experiences as panaghiuban be it a jolly, depressing or an embarassing one man ug sa atong love & trust that we've desperately built throughout the entire time that we've been together despite sa never-ending na difficulties na almost naka break-apart nato huhuhu but still, I truly feel sooo swerte and blessed nga we've made it this far babe and it still feels like there's no end pa jud on the joys and colors of our love 💓 and hopefully sad as I write and you read this, ma inspire pa ta nga mo-make og everlasting memories and mas i-strengthen pa atong relationship as our road to lifetime love goes on char


So, kay strenuous man sad siguro basahon ning mga in-ani ako nalang i-enumerate ang mga moments og memories nato I'll never get tired of thinking of hihi💕, so here it goes:

1.) The days when kinasang-an pardo was our only world char aka 360 days HAHAHAHAHAHAHA okay wa na guro ko'y kelangan isturya bii para ma recall nato to' and I know those times were the embarrassment for us in every way pero sige lang oy ato dapat nato i-forgive atong selves ato kay di pa ta kibaw mo harmonize sa atong na feel for each other ato and total lami sad bitaw hmmmm 😛💦 (p.s ganahan jud ko atong kiss ta maayo while duko-duko) pero ganahan ko mabalik to bii kanang naa ta sa gawas and wa na'y mga judgemental nga pips ayeeeee PDA is teh way HAHAHAHAHAHAHA not a bad start oy at least memorable and dili dull dibuuhh

2.) Atong first make-love attempts ugh grabe ta ka horny atong panahona oy desperate makakita og katre HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA kahinumdom pa jud ko bii innocent pa kaayo ta's daghang intimate og sexual na butang ato katong ni-ari ta's amo bisan brownout pero wa gihapon ni hadlang sa atong biga HAHAHAHAHAHA pero karon feel nko lupig pang youjeez dotcom HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA up to this day it still never fails to make me feel excited bii more and more of making love from u pa nya 👅💗 pero 'yata bitaw bii noh wa ju'y na happen nato ato nga time nga extreme kaayo ta'g impulses ma-surpise ko maghuna-huna 🤭 ug satisfied sad kay ni-stick jud ta's atong principles since the very beginning 🙏

3.) Katong first nako anha sa inyo bii nya nag arcade ta sa STC og McDo before ana, and ni-adto pa jud ta's amo I still think to this day wa gihapo'y experience nato ang mo top ato I thought it was the happiest me I'd ever been and I will never be tired of doing this and loving u for the rest of my life ahhhh being with you became the definition of "my paradise" since then 😊🌈

4.) Katong imo ko gi-invite sa church sa Punta ba HAHAHAHAHAHAHA bagaa'g nawng nako ato bii oy bisan naa ta's balaan nga lugar kusog gihapon kaayo mag binastos tsssk 😣 nya niduol pa tong nag bantay sa simbahan kay nag observe nato basi'g mag unsa ta huhu, grabe akong pag-sorry ni Papa God ato bii oy feel nako ato gud basin magabaan jud ta ani or buwagon ta 😦 pero in spite of my bad behavior, overwhelming gihapon ang fulfillment nga na feel nako ato nga day baby oy feel nako mao jud to'y few nga times na we did the things we want the right way and without any troubles, or for short - peaceful (rare occurence sa atong relationship) HAHAHAHAHA and it made me thought gyud unsa ka important ang guidance ni God para mas mo tight pa atong relationship, hay I can only wish such carefree and simple days would come back once in a while 🧡

5.) Our very first official celebration sa atong love baaaby ka remember pa ka? HAHAHAHAHAHA katong nangaon ta McDo Punta ba then I brought you flowers pa ato HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA feel na kay nako ato bii asawa na tika!! 😜❣ I had a short sneak peak on what it's like ato to be your man babe and ah I couldn't be more full of myself ato nga ako imong loverrrrrr bii ang uyab ni Kristine Caño melted my ears jud 😍 sus kung di pa lang jud kita ato bii noh, mura'g mag puke na guro ko maghuna-huna og in-ana but I guess love lang jud guro kaayo tika maong nabuhat ko to' without fears and doubts pero bitaw, part of the reason why nganong naa jud ni'y impression sa akong huna-huna bii kay adto jud ni struck sa akong mind nga seeing your bright emotions and just how jolly u were was more than enough to give u everything I have ato 😞💟 Those were the times nga all-high jud akong paglove nimo ato wala pa'y mental disturbances within myself and you knoww, basta ma sud na sa akong utok bii mas ma fuel pa jud ko na magtarong sa akong self if mao na'y reward nga padulngan nako HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

7.) Lastly and most importantly and the best part jud sa atong journey up until now, our first date and my perfect ideal date 💞 no matter what may happen bii di na gyud na mawa nga memory sa akong huna-huna and ako na dad-on sa akong kasing-kasing until my last breath huhuhu I will never forget every detail sa imong nawng ug sa imong lihok ato adlawa tanan nimo ato colorful kaayo 😭 puno pa ka bugas nya mura ka'g bouncer molakaw nya paghikap nako nimo I thought nga you're the softest and fluffiest human in this world and sukad ato na obsess nako sig' hikap nimoo and the first hug u gave me was what I thought my tired mind and soul needed so baad mura'g na heal ako self ato biiiii ug sa imong ngisi pud nga wa jud ni ubos ato adlawa wa gyud ko pul-i'g tan-aw nimo ato bii from head to toe huhuhuhu hay just thinking of it really makes me want to hug and mess with you ruun hay idk bii oy kung di palang jud ka sensitive hagbay na tikang gi kusi-kusi og maayo bii makagigil kaayo ka hikapon jud satisfying kay's kamot HAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHA I mean what's not to love ato biii oy, everything we asked and we wished for atong adlawa kay na happen jud tanan in the most romantic ways pa jud 🌹 it's like God gave us the wisdom na daan para ma validate na gyud nato atong relationship ato completely plus there was yummy food pa jud, one of the few things we agree on HAHAHAHAHAHAHA like everything went smoothly between nato, wala'y uwawa'y, wa'y turn-offs ug wa'y nag-inoa just a pure share of each other's affection and longing lang jud ahhh all I really had in my mind at that time bii was that I finally found a sense belongingness and a home of my heart ato 😩💖 huhuhu that fond remembrance will forever be the "walang katulad" moment of my life bii and It couldn't be more perfect if u weren't the person of this story 💖

So much more of the sweet things sa' bii kay mada ko'g pataas maayo og extend nya ma abtan ta next year nya AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA Now move on na ta sa mga bitter, serious yet eye and heart-opening ones which may not be any happy to read or listen to at all, but is still worth remembering labi na maka face ta'g mga challenges that makes us question our connection with each other.

- When nag-away ta about sa akong obsessions regarding asians, dota and my pastimes in general (early 2018) huhuhu I thought that was the biggest turning point of me as your partner baby kay before man gud ang akong justification ato ba kay I want to like the things I want because regardless love gihapon tika pero katong ni struck na jud sa akong huna-huna unsa ka ka-afffected and na hurt ato, even if in an immature way man, really made me think of how important ang pag-compromise sa usa ka relationship and how it can make our lovelife 100x less hassle HAHAHAHAHA ever since ato bii ni straight na jud akong mind on how I thought about us and you, ug mas ni mature na akong huna-huna ato by tenfolds HAHAHAHAHAHAHA love lang kaayo tika bii ready ko mo give up ana tanan anytime 😞💖

- Nausab akong panan-aw nimo ato bii mas ni careful nako and mas na cautious nako kung unsaon tika pag treat when magkuyog ta katong times nga naive pa kaayo ko sa outside world nya sige ra ko nimo'g kasab-an HAHAHAHAHAHAHA this ain't really a single thought bii rather a collective one mura'g 80% sa imong sermon na put to good use jud para matarong ko

- Katong imo ko gi-encourage na mo school sa ALS bii kay akong decision na bya jud ato kay mo balik og 2nd year JHS, and even until this day, I still think that was the most life-changing and important choice outside sa atong relationship like everything nako bii mas ni better gyud when it comes to talking with people, dealing my own shortcomings, akong perspective sa life and finding the peace of mind I wanted all those times huhu undoubtedly one of the best things I had from you and no one else bii 😊

-And finally, all of our heartfelt talks is what I can safely na one of the better strengths nato maong grabe ka elastic atong tolerance with each other and tbhhhh one of the fewest things that comforts my mind feel nako basta mag-rigor ako utok and it definitely couldn't be that way or in-ana nga experience if it wasn't you bii mao na'y times nga instant-condisyon akong huna-huna HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA calming kaayo maghuna-huna sa atong serious and passionate discussions bii free of angst and extreme emotions nya at the same time lingaw sad jud kay maka-ibog kaayo bii basta showy ka sa imong feelings mura ka'g babygirl and just to think ana noh mas ma willing ko nga mo sharpen sa akong wisdom baby para mas meaningful ato talks (hence ngano ma frustrate sad ko, kay naa'y times nga feel nako I needed to know this thing or this thing or I needed this thought in my mind so bad para maka get through ta sa adversities na atong gi face labi na'g ako'y naa'y sa but I think it shows nga I mean real shit jud 😏

(Side note : I know there aint much that happened over the last two years besides doing the same things that we love over and over again pero feel nako on a much more internal side ang development between nato bii and I hope the time will come na ma mesh na jud nato'g tarong atong mind and heart para mas mo grow and mas mo sweet pa atong fruit of love 💖)


I know there are more ideal love stories or memories out there nga gi-aspire ju'g maayo sa daghang taw and what we've been through so far may not mean that sweet on a much larger outlook but our story will always be my favorite baby and I have zero regrets sa tanang gibuhat nako og nato ☺💛💛I do hope we get celebrate for more years to come pa not just annually but each time that we get to do so because a lifetime and doing these and that once / twice won't be more enough with you jud 👩‍❤‍💋‍👨 You are the one and the only one lablab of mine raa, all I want and all I need so here's to a better 4th year of us pa! ☘ I love you and can't wait to reach my goals and dreams with u naaaaa 😁✨❤💙

here and yours always, my favorite existence - JB 😚❣

P.S later sa ang facebook post kay mamili pa ko'g pictures babe, I love youu again and again <3 or pwede take ta pic new for the post X(