Notes

I feeling today is offbeat. Lately a lot of things have change and got me going insane, that its not me. What pain has taught me. That everything is fighting you just to start beef. So, i learned to Stay in my lane as it crossed me. Had myself trained, so I can stop me before I end up shorting the chains that lock me. Life Ain't as rocky, as long as you don't let up. Remember what led up to all the stress in our mess ups. I started to show them less love when I started to party all the time with alcohol, sex and drugs. Only because i was fed up with all the excessive stuff that hit me all at once with a head rushed. Now im comptiplating to know the answers, maybe thats what death was. A remedy towards what has possessed up. Just by the way that it affects us. Will outcome the way it infect us. We gotta control us first to protect us. Because when regrets jumps at you, your not gonna be setup for the pressure. I'm ready for whatever I have next comes. Select one and dont Sweat none. Music is my only outlet to express from. What i once kept shelled up is Better than to be left unsaid cuffed. Illa still was I'll much. Don't know what the deal was. It gets no realla as it's spoken out from jess tongue. This goes out to the ones that going through it, stay srong and have a bless one. Illa