Notes

Ok, so a bit of a change for radcon. I hate to do this but I just got burned pretty badly my last trip and am going to have to be a bit more cautious moving forward with the whole sexwork arrangement.

I just tried the sugar baby thing for the first time on my last trip. A good female friend I had known for years introduced me to one of her friends.

We met up for drinks twice to see how we got along and it seemed to go great. I gave her $1500 for a 3 hour wedding date and thr 2 day trip which included a dinner meeting with some new investors I'm being introduced to tonight. All of us will be there with a wife or date, well almost.

The girl canceled Friday's wedding date last minute, but said she could still make the trip. Dissapointing but ok. Come this morning however, she never showed up at the airport and is ignoring my messages but has been active on messenger. So now I'm out the 1500 I paid her and 300 for the plane ticket for nothing and am incredibly frustrated that I even risked that much. I absolutely didn't expect this to happen as it was through a mutual friend.

You have been good to me but Im a bit on edge after that and am not comfortable paying 2500 all at once. I can't risk losing over 4k in a week's time frame. You could just stop and there is nothing I can do.

I'm also a bit worried because you only sent one photo of the ongoing "what-am-i-wearing-today? panties or commando!" daily photo updates, which I was super looking forward to every morning and all the random selfies stopped. :( So idk if you just gave up or what. I wish you would have mentioned it if you felt it was a hassle. I always would have been flexible and happy to just have you send me some clips of you showering or doing something that didn't take any extra time out of your day instead of something ongoing.

I want to try smaller amounts first until we build up trust throughout the year.

I'm OK at starting with $300 (10 videos) for the first increment and see how you prioritize it. The faster you burn through the credit, the more often I'll pay you the next installment and will likely increase the amounts after the first few as we go on. I will keep the full 2.5k reserved just for you and not spend it on anyone else. I really want to continue to build this arrangement and I like you a lot.....there is no way I would pay anyone else as much as I have paid/am paying you for sexual exploration that's purely digital.

Anyway, let me know if you still want to continue working with me on this increment based arrangement and I'll give you then first one when I see you this weekend. If you feel me changing things has broken your trust and you would rather we end things here, just say so and I'll go. I won't blame you at all if that's the case. I have no regrets working with you and it has been an absolute pleasure I shall miss.