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Hi, i just googled notes and this really incredible app appeared to me so i just want to talk with someone, so i have a little problem. I like a guy in my school, i think it's actually normal but the problem is that i stared telling my best friends, then a guy i know, then other friends, and, finally, the guy i like knew it. What i'm actually sad about, is that before the guy knew i that i liked him, he was always looking at me. Even, one day, we were in the bus (because yes, we are in the same bus), and he was talking to his friends. They were talking about who they like, and it was his turn, and he said it, obviously, i couldn't hear. But, he has a friend that doesn't know hot to keep secrets for himself, so when the guy i like said the name, the other guy screamed my name! And i was like, what? I didn't ask if it was actually true but i thought he liked me as much as i did. Other things happened like he wouldn't stop looking at me, even my friends could notice how MUCH he was. And i knew it, he likes me. And even if i was pretty sure, i wasn't going to tell him because i was SO scared about telling him i like him, so i never did, never directly. And one day, i made the biggest mistake of my life, i told to his friend that doesn't know how to keep secrets that i liked the guy. What his friend did was telling the guy i like without me knowing it. So yes, the guy knew that i liked him all of this time, i just, couldn't believe it. Just a little remark, one of the best friends of the guy i like is on my side of the locker. So one day, the guy on my side tells me that he actually knows who I like, i was like, no way. And i spend a lot of time asking him who was it, if like, he really knew. And then, the guy i like and his other friend arrives, i stopped because he was there, i couldn't continue because if i did, he was going to know, but then his other friend talked to me and said like "OK i'm going to tell you, is my friend" and i was like "!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!", the guy was JUST THERE, he heard. I tried to say no i was like no it's not true, really not, but they didn't trust me so i just left and said think what you want to think. That is the moment i knew that, HE KNEW. After all of that, at dinner, his best friend asked me if it was true, and i said YES, even if i shouldn't. Right after that, the guy didn't looked at me again, nothing, just nothing, yeah sometimes he looked at me but that's all. Even, i think he always likes me, and, i like him, idk. So yeah, that's my story.