Notes

Silly
I never wanted to hurt you ,with everything you went through ,you still fought for the love that we oncec had . Was it even love tho ?
I was young and free
Love is overrated,something That’s never said on paper
My heart wanted different things but my mind was drawn to you , I got lost in your smile and the words you spoke but then I couldn’t help the fact that I didn’t feel it no more .
You know I got so much love for you bro and to hear you say that I hurt you really tears me apart cause I never meant to but I still broke your heart .
Maybe one day you’ll understand,that I wasn’t made for these type of feelings or this type of love , I’m not ready for that commitment ... it may sound selfish but I have to do me Find that shellfish , leaving you wasn’t the best but staying was the worst ,cause with our hearts colliding it woulda been a total destruction
I always have you ,I know , and you always have me ,you should , but it just ain’t the same no more so call me what you want but I think it’s abit silly that I never realised how much much I needed you , I feel like I mistreated you ,
You never deserved that ,
Feel like I’m lost ,
You would know that .
There’s just this feeling right here in my heart it still lives to hear your voice and see your smiles but I feel like I’m being silly since I’m the one that broke your heart . Can we just change that part
I’m not about that player life ,it just wasn’t meant to be ,you know the saying so don’t go off on me .
It’s still silly that you Are Tilly .
Yet I’m still here explaining myself , you think everything I say is just silly cause you always thought I’d be yours Tilly , but even if you were to ask I’d still say yes to your heart and that’s why I’m breaking apart .
You’ve taught me so much I forgot the past and yet I’m still here tryna explain how we fell apart , I don’t think I was ready and I don’t think you were expecting it mnganwami
Doesn’t mean I don’t care sweetheart .
The past is the past but I felt the need to have to tell you cause yes i may have hurt you but none of that were my intentions boo , and yet still we’re here reminiscing about the time we spent and what we could’ve done to make us strong again that’s probably why it’s not working out but I do love you I’m just not inlove with you ,ha looks like I got that out of a movie huh .
Try see it from my point of view cause I never understood but I saw it from yours too , Try to think of it this way I’ve got your back still so don’t hesitate.
How have you been ?
You okay boo ?
How is life ?
You juggling them books too ?
All of these questions going through my head looking for an answer and this ain’t madness I swear but how long we gon be like this ,I know sorry doesn’t make up for it but its all I got I just woke up from this .
I’m gonna stop ranting as soon as you stop chatting Shhh ,nah I joke but one day I’m gonna see you still and we don’t need no bad blood so imma chill .
It’s Silly man that I’m sat here talking bout love but Tilly man you taught me to love so big up to you for the love you showed ,I know I’ll never find another like you and that’s bad cause I’ve just lost something great that’ll I’ll never have cause i want you to be happy but I’m not the one .
I’m not coming up with you excuses I’m just coming up with Losses,I just took an L for my life ,forgive me for this L is my life but if I never take a chan ce then I won’t have a Win for life .
Baby I know I hurt you and as I said I never meant to .Ill never forget the things you said and the promises you wanted to fulfill cause your the only one that’s shown what true love should be truly like . I’ve heard men are trash expecially your kind Bute you failed that judgement that’s why I owe you an apology.
I hope she treats you good boo
Gives you the right love too
I hope she makes you happier than I could ever do .
Cause you deserve that too
And if she doesn’t boo
I’ll see to her too
So I’m sorry this sounds silly , cause I’m the one that broke your heart
Can we just change taht part ?
Let’s just change that part ?
I never meant to ...yet I still Broke your heart
I love you Tilly I do ,so that’s why it’s silly too ...
My apologies
That silly could never advance cause Star and Tilly equals Silly
BOOOO