Notes

[hi, i found this while clearing out my notes. pretty sure you won’t find it, but in case you do skip the first few paragraphs (bc it’s pretty much shit) and read the last few. will always, always be true regardless of whether we’re friends or not :) good luck orererereo, you got this]

So heyy again for probably the millionth time. Merry christmas/happy new year/ <insert whatever’s going on when you read this>

I’m doing this bc I’m curious as to when you’ll actually notice this (and if you ever will). Also bc I absolutely love writing notes and letters and you’re gonna be my unwilling victim :))

I’m starting off with a quote that I most definitely stole from tumblr but is still v relevant
“It’s kinda cool how someone can just pop into your life all of a sudden and become so important to you within such a small amount of time. That’s what makes life interesting though. There’s always a reason to be hopeful for the future because you never know what good things will come your way next”

Usually this isn’t the kind of thing I’m drawn towards but the past few months kinda changed my perspective. Meeting new people who’d later become very dear to me, doing stupid shit and making memories is definitely not something I anticipated; but this one thing has made me more hopeful for the future

And I’ve been thinking, even tho this year may have been kinda sucky, I have so much to be grateful for.

Thank you for brightening up my days with your terrible puns and random jokes. For being the randomest hyper kiddo I know. For pouring your heart and soul into everything you do. For being the cringiest cheesiest person I’ve ever met xD
But most of all, thank you all for being the amazingly unique person you are.

///the only important part starts here lmao

“You’re going through a lot right now and just know that you’re not alone. And while this is going scarily close to sounding like a motivational post, I just wanna tell you that things will get better. It’s perfectly normal to feel shitty and miserable bc yknow life sucks. But I hope you never give up because there is SO much to look forward to. “

“May 2019 be your year and be filled with tons of amazing memories. I hope you get to do all the things you love and understand that you have incredible potential; work towards it and you can really go places. I hope you go back to doing things that make you happy (art anyone?) and meet more people who think you’re wonderful. But most of all I hope this year, your hard work pays off and you get everything you aspire for. (Believe in the power of new beginnings)”

//yep, just these two paragraphs. don’t bother with the rest


And whenever you need me, I’ll be there. Whether it’s to rhapsodise about fruit or have serious convos filled with terrible puns, I’m def up for it.

Yep, and with that I conclude my approximately 2000 word essay. Good luck reading through this. Also, ideally you’d get this on new year’s eve bc tradition but I felt that you might need a random pick me up.

Here’s to a fresh start.

Love ya kiddo