Notes

Tell me why tell me why I can’t see you It’s so dark it’s so dark I can’t find you All alone all alone I really need you Was it worth it can you tell me I fail to see the meaning behind it all But still I cry Now you’re gone Where did it go wrong?

Life is rough, I know that’s true Been feeling blue just like you Tough it out, maintain the clout Be strong, know right from wrong Fight it and stay vigilant That’s all you had to do But you played me like a fool was that all I meant to you? You said you were fine The thought never crossed my mind that you might have lied I remember the day A cold winter Tuesday A sick fucker threatened you for your fours but I gave him the old one two your Pop showed me Head to the seven-eleven right by your home cuz you didn’t want to be alone I should have stayed longer, maybe not been such a stranger But you never opened up I didn’t know you’re parents were getting a divorce Or that Kyle DeVour was shoving you into lockers I’d knock his punk ass smile off his busted face And mop the whole floor with his carrot top It’d be a real big shocker You stayed silent I should have known I should’ve been there when you needed me I’m sorry I didn’t hear, I wasn’t listening Please forgive me, I want you back Your life is precious I love you Turn back the clock And I’d stop you from ending your life with your pops glock

Tell me why tell me why I can’t see you It’s so dark it’s so dark I can’t find you All alone all alone I really need you Was it worth it can you tell me I fail to see the meaning behind it all But still I cry Now you’re gone Where did it go wrong?

So now I’m sitting at your funeral I’m about to say some words for you A eulogy, now I’m the only tool I see I’ll grab a piece of paper hastily stuffed in my jacket pocket I’ll fumble over words and my tears drop on it My hand will glide over the closed casket Can’t see your face one more time and I know I just lost it I can’t control the tears in my eyes My knees are weak and I can’t stand Can’t stand that you left your whole life behind I hope you’re happy Cuz I’m not We were supposed to have each other’s back Now I get to watch you get lowered six feet in the dirt where you won’t come back I’m stuck here, and you left me I need my best friend, you can’t just abandon ship Not after all we’ve been through and shit I guess this is it My mom and dad will probably throw a fit But I couldn’t give a fuck I pull the trigger and I don’t miss

Tell me why tell me why I can see you It’s so dark it’s so dark I can find you Not alone not alone finally found you Was it worth it I can’t tell you I see the meaning behind it all now But I don’t cry Now we’re gone Where did we go wrong?