Notes

Fri, March 22, 2019
Dear Diary,
Im way too lazy to explain what my life is like all of the time but the main fact are that:
-My name is Kharisma but that name sucks so I go by KK
-My main friends are Reaghan, Belle, Ryan, Shamorrah, Dylan, Bradley, and Caleb
-Im in middle school (6th grade)
-I'm 12 and my B-Day is Nov. 20th
-I did cross country, opened le running club w/ my friends, and Im on the track team
So thats le basics & now that you know them, I should tell you about some things. Im pretty sure one of stupid and nosy freinds are going to read this but, you know, its whatever. So rn Belle likes Dylan and Dylan likes Belle (They both know it too). Caleb is too secretive and doesnt tell anybody who he likes. Im guess Im in love with Bradley (even tho I wish I wasnt). Ryan & Reaghan dont like anybody (ikr, boooorrring) and IDK who Bradley likes anymore, not after today anyways.
Before today he was always talking about how much he liked Belle. He also somtimes talked about me but I thought he was just messing with me! He was talking with me at track today and was like, "Okay, I need to go ask Devin for some dating advice now" and then he left. Devin is a dude thats also on my track team. He gives really good advice and all of my friends agree on that. Heck, even I go to him for advice sometimes. Anyways, Bradley then walked away and over to Devin. I asked Dylan if he knew what he was gonna ask about but he just said, "Sorry man, Its TOP SECRET. We have a bro code so that if I break it then he can rip of my head but if he breaks a promise of mine then I can rip off his head." Did I mention that I have weird friends? Whatever. I just waited until Devin was alone before I walked over and asked Devin what Bradley had told him. Devin was like, "I cant tell you. If he wanted you to know then he wouldve told you, or should I say ask?" and then Bradley found out that I had asked Devin so he told me, "Just know it has something to do with you" *....* I put the peices together. He wanted to ask dating advice from Devin and it had something to do with me. It took me a second but then I realized... HOLY FRICC MY CRUSH IS GONNA ASK ME OUT!
I told Belle and she was like, "You should say no". IDK what to do. Before any of the whole advice thing we did stretches. Durring stretches he told me that he wanted to ask somebody out and it wasnt a dare. I want to tell him yes but I dont want to ruin our friendship. I was talking to Belle and she suggested that I make a Pro's and Con's list of the benifeits of saying yes or no sooooooooo... I guess thats what im gonna do.