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Alright, so, I honestly don't mind if you choose not to read this, but it's here for you if you ever want to know what I thought of this whole experience. Right from day 1 - April 14, where I hadn't even seen you, I had thought that you could be more than a friend, just your nature, and honestly your voice. I had no idea what to expect at that cricket match when I saw you for the first time. I can assure you, I was pleasantly surprised, I've listed before all of your features like your hair, eyes, cheeks, lips, everything. This all progressed to the group meetings like at Creams and then the Pizza at mine on the Friday. I'd heard lots about Maya and what she looked like but never looked at her or any girl in the same way as I looked at you. At first I couldn't tell what stood out but it all developed very fast, from the minor details like your clothes to what I looked at you for, like your personality, friends, confidence and intelligence. I was never let down by you. Always early, always organised, but always pretty. The relationship between us progressed very fast until late June where everyone was telling me to ask you out and eventually I did on June 28 where i left you to go to your house. I told you here for the first time that I loved you, but I honestly did it so subconsciously that it wasn't like just saying it because I hadn't even thought about it but it more just came out. I feel like we moved very fast through our relationship but I never saw regret or fear for where we were going which gave me hope. Unfortunately, I could never be the boyfriend you wanted which always brought me down because I tried to make you happy quite often. I was waiting for the one day where I would get it right. I guess it never came. I feel disappointed in myself for letting you leave me because I think I've just lost the girl of my life and I know anyone would be lucky to have you. Too many times I spent hours crying and cutting at my skin because I had hurt you and you never deserved it, likewise, I never deserved you. My family always liked you which probably comes to you as a surprise because I know you were always concerned about that. DuNi, I don't really know what I can say to make you feel any better. I put so much trust into you and now I feel like a fool, I told you everything and even though I doubt you will, its easy for you to use that against me. I think to get over this it'll take me a very long time and I honestly can't tell if I'll want to. I wish you everything for the future and I know you will do amazing wherever you end up. I send all of my love to your family for always being so kind and generous. I can't have had a better last few months and I owe you all my sorrow and am not expecting a forgiving message and to be honest, I don't expect a reply. You've given me so much and I never satisfied you so this is goodbye as you said so yourself. It's not a generic thank you but, I thank you for being someone I'll never be and I thank you for being the best to me. I suppose that's it, but to sum up: Thank you, good luck and goodbye DuNi, you deserve the world.
     
 
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