Notes

I care about you a lot, because you make me feel beautiful when there is so much hate and ugliness in this world. You have seen pretty much every single side of me and you are still here, 95% of the time people leave when they find out half the stuff you know about me, and I know you are different then most people so you are that other 5% and I don't think you know how much I appreciate that. I am starting to trust you even tho I still have that dark spot in the back of my head that never wants to trust again, but I am putting my faith and everything I have in this, in us.I think a lot of stuff is wrong with me and you make sure my self-worth is always known, and sometimes I get really down, and you can tell just in the different way I text witch is amazing lol like not even my friends can tell that. You always know just what to say to make me feel better. Even though you know everything, what I have been through, what I have done, what goes on with my life and you are still here saying you love me and you are here and I have really never had that were someone means it. You talk about our future alot, I can't imagine doing all the things we have talked about with anyone else, and you think you can handle me for years witch is funny lolll. You actually care about people and me alot , witch I find really attractive like when you took the blame for Friday and it was my fault but it's okay.You make it a point to make me smile, and you don't let me leave upset.You support me in anything and everything I decide to do and assure me that no matter what you're not going anywhere.You actually stay up to talk to me even if you're tired or sleepy, you still take the time to just be there for me.When things get bad, you never fail at listening to everything that I have to say when I'm venting feelings from something that happened , whether it's terrible or stupid. I love it when we are upset with eachother we can talk it out.I know you were insecure because of your last relationships and you still try your best to put that aside for me and you still try to care for me and understand that I won't leave you for others. I hope that you always remember that.Your voice is extraordinary. It's a one of a kind and I love it so much. Everything about you and your voice turns me to mush. The way you touch me is exhilarating. You're always on my mind and you make me so happy by doing that. Even if you don't control it and I don't control it either you're just always on my mind.You're patient. You can handle being with me, and that's pretty patient. Your smile can light up a room, I love looking into your eyes. You are just amazing.