Notes

Lofgeezy,
I do not plan on changing your mind, and I know I probably will never be able to. I will simply put it, I never said to hang yourself that man has lied to you. I never ever said to anyone in the chat to kill themselves and I have proof of my dms, I have shown one of your mods who is helping me get this to you. I do apologize for my friend as he was beyond toxic. and that was uncalled for. alright now to explain my point of view on this whole thing. I HAVE NEVER TOLD SOMEONE TO KILL THEM SELF UNLESS I KNOW THEM PERSONALLY IE DUNCE1. second I personally never said to you in the chat to kill yourself. Now onto the subject of suicide. I was quite crude in my topic of suicide, I said people who commit such acts are pussies. AND BEFORE YOU CLICK OFF let me explain. By killing yourself you not only remove your self from a world of buety but you also remove yourself from those who love you. no matter who you are someone will love you and if no mortal being than god or whoever you believe in they love you. that is what I mean, I am not saying it to make you kill yourself, just from my perspective you just are blind to the world around you and we need to help you understand all those beautiful things. And I understand this stands with no merit to you but, I have suffered with this issue with all my life, I cut myself constantly, I tell myself I am fat and that I am worthless ( which is quite true to completely frank). I believe that i have only 2 purposes on this planet. (attain a mortal body to go back to heaven with, and to serve my country with my life). I heard you say you had issues as well and that sucks it really does, but I cant help you, I do not know you personally and everyone in the chat saying they can help you are not the smartest. I think if we had gotten to know each other better before this occurrence I do not believe we would have gotten off on such a bad footing. I will be adding pictures of my self and the cute an scares i have gotten over the recent past few months simply because I feel inadequate to have a girlfriend and that I just gonna die alone. And just to add one more thing I truly am not an asshole I really am not, I am a virgin cuck. I am the most beta of males. Im never toxic unless I know the person. and when I was toxic to you it was simply because I was mad you just banned me with out fully understanding me.
This is me https://imgur.com/YLw03mh
this is another pic of my front https://imgur.com/r3CU7Gy
and heres my asshole friend lol https://imgur.com/V5XWPCr

Sincerly,
Mason Edward Wheatfill (Wheaty44)