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i've been put through hell, it's worse than you could ever dream,
every day is such a struggle and this shit is clear,
i think you'd all be better off if i just disappeared,
my hands are shaking as i scribble letters on the page,
i never thought that i'd be here but guess im on my way,
and as im writing every word i guess i'm set alight,
but this'll be the final letter that i ever write,
it's hard to breathe, and my life is just a living hell,
ive got my demons and we're trapped inside a prison cell,
i've been beaten and i'm feeling that my health is weak,
cause when i rest my head at night i cry myself to sleep,
if this is love, then we better break up,
it's like i'm stuck inside a nightmare and i never wake up,
because with life it always seems to leave me stuck in and miserable,
it's pitiful, i wish that i was fucking invisible,
i wish that i could do something to take my pain right away,
and shit i aint even religious, but i try to pray,
and by reading this you might say im insane but I,
just thought id tell you what you failed to see, and say goodbye,

im here to talk about what hits a little close to home,
im here to speak on how it's hard to live on hope alone,
i know it's hard and i know you feel you're on your own,
but when you feel the urge to cut, get this track up on your phone,
that's right i said it, thats cause no one wants to talk about it,
you try ignore it every day like it's not all around us,
but every second kid you look at probably cuts themself and,
it's sad to think this shit goes on and we dont fucking help em,
it's really saddening to hear when you think of it,
how people always live in fear, and that they're sick of it,
how some words said by their peers can make them slit their wrists,
but life can have its thins, if you can struggle through thick of it,
i've had some demons in my past that i had to face,
i know the pain of always feeling that you're out of place,
you need to know that even though you feel you're bout to break,
you need to find your strength before you leave us all without a trace,
except for memories, the smile that never braced your face,
how the only friend that helped you was your razor blade,
i know the pain, ive felt the urge to sleep and never wake,
hoping when you do you'll be embraced by friends at heaven's gate,
i know the pain you feel when something really wrong is said,
but when you feel there's nothing left, just play this song instead,
cause i'll be true, and even though its only some of you,
i promise if you need me ill be here for everyone of you,
your heart is hurt but you dont talk about the pain inside,
but truth be told when you cut, i feel the same in mine,
you need to know no matter what there's people waiting by,
there's people trynna help so never force them all to pay the price,
and if they'e not i guarantee that i'll be here regardless,
i'll be the one to pull you up, the one to clear the darkness,
I guarantee it can be better than I make it sound,
if not for you, for those who care, put the razor down.