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why wont u talk me
its because u dont know what is gong on in my family and u guys dont know the real me!
would like to know, help me understad so i want be confused and upset w u
in other words the me u know is not real it is fake
u already said that know tell me what is really goin on
promise me to tell no one please
o but u need to respect my privacy as well ni am letting u off the hook with telling your ister but u tell people my secrets even tho u said u wouldnt, i actually will respect your privacy but u hve to do the same for other people.i will
im still mad at u
but kk
u said u werent mad at me
im not mad at u abt the hit list
yeah bt u said u werent

im mad at someting else but not rlly
i rather not tell u what the real me is because u most likly not want to be my friend anymore
idc
but i do
but i dont
the real me is always sad and not happy not cheerful and it dosent help anything when everyone praticly hates me in my family and friends!
i want u to do something: name depression symptoms:
i know butim about to cry
oh ok just type them then
i almost killed my self last night (linsey)


how
with a nife
cutting?
more like stabing my chest

it would more likely not kill u, u would have to have soemone else stab it would take u like 5 tim es to finaly die. its difficukt to stab your self there are bones and things protecting your heart and lungs














will it dosent matter anymore im running away and noting will change my mind.

i allways try but my mom comes and finds me everytime

i know a place were no one can find me ecsept for dakoda

where
y should i tell u?

bc if i never need to find u or if u need help where is it

h]




the hint is in the text

but y would u li abt being o n the hit list

because they dont know what is really going on.

but u shouldnt lie abt being on it!!!


thats the thng idk

u lie abt it just forf fun

no neverfor fun because i feel like im on it.........................................can u at least try to change my mind i mean idk if it will work but i dont want to run away but i feel like i have no chose because everyone hates me for every thing and plese dont get mad at me if i say this but i cant trust anyone not even u and im really sorry

if u are asking me to convince u not to run away u can do it yourelf stop catfishing for affection

IM NOT!!!!!!

Lindsey, you dont have a reason to run away or kys. U have a good family and u actually have friends and ppl who care. But can u tell me why u think u have depression (like symptoms)

suisatel thoughts self harm and some other things that i reather not say

I feel like i cant beleive u
depression isnt just that i still feel like u dont have it and r doing this for attention. sry

no im not and i dont have friends well at leat true friend s all of u seem like u hate me and i an sick of it i cant believe u would think that im lying about the deppresion thing after u said u see it now but it doesnt matteranymore i have no more friends

dont even get me started abt friends lindsey, anyway im gunna shut this oof ur not telling me why u lied abt the hitlist, that is extremley serious and u shouldnt lie abt it. im really upset u keep making excuses, just on up o what u did and kknowledge what u have done wrong.