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Hi,

Today, the day was started by meeting Shilpa and it was good, and after dropping Shilpa to the office then I went to my room. Then I had a small conversation with Aman and then I started sleeping and Aman gone for a shower. i woke up at 9 'o clock because I am feeling very hungry and then I bring some milk and had my breakfast. Then I slept again and then a tragedy happened. i don't know that it was reality or it just a dream. Whatever it was, it was very scaring and it scared me to that extent the I left the room and then I stood outside my room for few minutes. When I am sleeping, I felt that someone is holding my blanket and I am trying to wake up, but nothing works and I also tried to shout but my voice was disappeared and I was unable to shout. My room was locked from inside and I felt like it is some kind of negative power who came to my room and attacked on me. Because I do not believe in GOD that must be the reason. I tried to sang the HANUMAN CHALISA but that also doesn't worked for me. My breathe was gone completely and then in the dream I ran outside our building and I turned left and then I met to one old person and he told me something which I am not able to listen at that time because suddenly, I woke up and I thought that it was jut a dream, but when I saw myself and felt that I am sweating and my heart is beating very fast. I scared that this can be true but I know that nobody will believe on this and every one will think that I am telling a story to them. This is the reason that Ii haven't told this incident to anyone. I tried to convey this incident to Shilpa but then I think that she has to sleep now and I even don't know how she react on this. I know she is a brave girl but who knows that she will take this seriously. So, I dropped the idea of telling this incident to anyone. There was just one thing which I want to know, is that old man's house because that road was in the Shahi Majra and I have seen that house also which I saw in my dream. I just want to see that old man because I remember his face clearly. If I see him then I will definitely recognize him. But who knows that this is reality or just a bad dream and what that Old man want to convey. These questions were continuously striking in my mind and this is the main reason why I haven't slept today. Because normally I sleep for 8 to 10 hours continuously, but today I slept just for 4 hours. I don't want that someone will experience this kind of dream or reality. After this dream I woke up and I have taken a bath, then Robert called me and I reacted on the mobile that I am sleeping and I sounded like that and Robert believed the same that i was sleeping. Then we had a small conversation of 10 minutes. After Robert, Shilpa called me and I reacted same like I am sleeping and Shilpa has also believed the same that I was sleeping. But she even don't know that I haven't slept today and that was the reason that I was insisting Shilpa to came out of home. So that, I will also go out from that room and feel better. Then after insisting to Shilpa she came out and then I went to her place and then we met and and we started walking together and then I enjoyed some time with my Love. It is an irony that She is my love but I am not her. Because of some circumstances she didn't accepted me as a BF, but I am happy with that because she is my good friend but we have a bonding that I don't want to break. Then I got a call from my brother and when I cut that call then I saw that Shilpa is not feeling good and she is very sad. I felt very bad after seeing her like that and I thought that it is because of me when I started conversation with my brother. But she has some different concern which she don't want to tell and I insisted her very much to tell me the reason but she didn't told me the reason and she is behaving like she is happy but she don't even know that she is a very bad actress and all her sadness was appearing on her face. This made my mood very bad and when I dropped Shilpa to her house then she even forgot to shake hands with me and this is even more different from her behavior as she don't even know that she is behaving odd. Then I walked into the office and this was my scary day.