Notes

You're straight-forward with me and I really like that.
No sugarcoating bs or anything. So I just want to point that out.
I agree. It does hurt like a mofo and I understand it isn't some one-day thing to get past. It'll take some time for me to recover. I'll make an attempt to keep myself busy. Surround myself with people that love me. Laugh when I need some cheering up. Go out to do things. As a matter of fact, I scheduled to go out to an amusement park with my friends on Saturday.
Since I have people that are here for me, I'm going to do my part and make an honest effort to help myself feel better as well. I'm doing a pretty okay job.
I just get really emotional at night. So I saw that coming =w =
Lol. You never have to worry about language. Because foul language is all I really want to spill out from my mouth sometimes. It's perfectly fine by me.
I'm not going to cut her out of my life completely. I mean.. I stuck around this long for a reason. And she's the type of person that really needs as much help/comfort as she can get. I'll be there for her if there ever comes a time when she's feeling down. I love her enough to let her go, y'know? I don't know if that's the right phrase to use but I feel it. Although it may be hard on me, I'll cope with it. And I know I'll be okay in due time. I'm not the type of person to keep someone else from pursuing their own happiness. And I'd rather have a person I care about be happy rather than miserable.
I'll try to get reasonably okay again (:
I know that currently, I may not be in a rational state of mind. But y'know. It'll be like this for a while as you stated. Nothing I can really do about it. The best I can do is keep my head up.
I don't know why but I came across something really intriguing to me: http://i.imgur.com/kNrisBB.png
I can and will survive this. No doubt about it. And I'm pretty sure there's a possibility of all of these type of feelings re-emerging at some point in my future. (May not even be the same person) May happen. Or may not. But I know for sure that if it occurs again, I'll do a much better job with coping with it because it'll all too familiar.
Oh snap. Never ceases to amaze me how understanding you are like what the hell. Is this even real right now. o- o
I'm pretty sure I'll be single for a while too. I need to get my shit together anyway.
In all... I don't think what I'm going through is so much of a bad thing.. because I did it for the experience. And.. knowing what this feels like...I can help others in the future if they need me. Kinda like what you're doing now because you know what this feels like. You've been through it. And you refuse to let me go through this alone because of that. I can't really thank you enough for being here with me but do know this: you're pretty fucking great eu e Chyeah.