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4 months i lose 120 pounds (looks and personality thing is a go, also the social media, alina and worldwide)
I meet Quinn in 10 days, we start dating 5 days after
Her stepdad is SUPER HOMOPHOBIC
Also random but our landlord came to us and was like "hey we need to this house back but we have a house in either NewtownRossmoreUpper parkstone (IDK WHAT ONE) And its £1000 a month but double the size of this house and heating, water, hot water, electricy and something else is included! Also you dont have to pay a deposit on it or early rent or deposit to leave this house. You're still allowed help AND we know you have pets so you're allowed them. Move on the 13th of January. My room is kinda my dream room lmao
Quinns stepfather fucking hits her in a argument because he finds out about me and her and her mum is iffy and doesn't know what to do so dad and mum is like "YOUR MOVING IN WITH US " like a week after we start dating. And my whole fam love her and she pays £100 a month despite fam being like "NO DONT"
I work at a cleaner place for £8 an hour and its normally 5am-9am and sometimes 8pm-11pm mon-fri. I get payed biweekly. Its an extra £1.20 per hour to weekends or daytime work. Genuinely like the job. Its neat. I also have to wear this really adorable cute cleaner dress. You chuck it on when you come in so u dont own it.
Quinn is doing her tattoo course while working there and works at a coffee shop for £7.68 an hour and works 10-25 hours a week there. We both do the Alina thing and she becomes "Alex" AND BOY DID IT TAKE OFF. She helps me lose weight and we do loads of stuff together its amazing. Her bio dad finds out whats happening and is like " move in with me" and shes like im sorry i love it here (our fam change, stop drinking, smoking and love her) and hes like okay :( but he inherited like 127k and he is a top class surgeon so he sent her like 20k and then hes like "ill send you any money if you ask" AND BOYYYY. HAPPY DAYS

Tomorrow is nothing what i want it to be and it will end in rape. Triggers bad depression and anxiety

Okay so my bday yeah. Me, quinn, sash, amarilla, kirsten,olly, jake and liz all go to a hotel (quinn does it up so nice with ballons D:) and theres a pool and shit. We get free spa stuff as well (lsited down below) and room service is awesome. Also we all get fake ids and go to the club AND theres a limo involved. We also get free breakfastdinnerlunch AND THE BUFFET IS HUGE. This is from fri-sun and it only cost £1100
I get: Full body massage, scrub, eyebrow tidy, manicure, pedicure, exfoliation and wrap.

Basically February: Uncle ray dies :( but from now until then we were super nice and everyone was a twat to him so hes all like "IM GIVING ALL MY MONEY TO THEM" and he actually inherited quite a bit before he died so he fucking sent us £55k!!! Mum and dad are serious with this and pay of their debt and everything they owe and they dont waste any of it.

This years January sales ARE THE BIGGEST EVER OH MY GOD ITS SO HUGE

ALSO IDC BUT THE BINGO THING IS REAL. SUPER RICH BINGO PLACE IS SHUTTING DOWN. I put in £177
BASICALLY WHEN U WIN U GO AT THE END AT GET IT. THEY'RE SUPER RICH BUT GETTING RID OF SHIT
NO ONE BELIEVED IT WAS SO GOOD AND REAL SO NOT MANY PEOPLE WERE THERE YEEEET. Jan 15th
Basically they had 2 days to get rid of everything or else they were binning it because its ILLEGAL SHIT

>Amazon voucher for £780 £550 and £1000
>AN ABSOULATE STEAL. A PC THAT IS PROB WORTH LIKE £7K. NICE WHITE CASE
>A white smart tv with dvd player and a white curved monitor
>White speakers for the pc and a white keyboard and white gaming mouse. Probs worth £190
>Two headphones, one white multi platform gaming headset
>If morphe does gift card then like the most i can get on a gift card please (like £300?)
>Argos voucher for 85% off
>three £250 argos gift cards
>Newest macbook, used but in amazing condition
>a new yellow iphone xr 256gb, used but in amazing condition
>newest kindle, used but in good condition
>newest canon with 4 different lens. Used but in good condition
>two £500 beauty bay gift cards and one £250
>£100 and £25 build a bear workshop gift cards
>£250 mac gift card
>An exo terra the size i want
>£200 hollister gift card
>shit tonne of catfooddog food (real good shit and healthy)
>shit tonne of dog and cat toys
>hotel chocolat gift card £200
>20 different size mason jars and 10 little bottles (like cute witchy bottles)
>£200 worth of knitting stuff
>3 £400 love2shop vouchers
>3 £250 ticket master cards
>Yankee candle gift card £100
>Bath and body works gift card £250
>two £100 lush gift cards
>£100 boots gift card
>Years worth of amazon prime
>Years worth crunchy roll
>Two £100 tesco cards
>£250 marks and spencer gift card
> two £100 Ann Summer gift cards
>Used but in good condition white ps4 pro with two white controllers
> six £50 playstation store gift cards
>Expensive teeth whitening kit with electric toothbrush and some pricey toothpaste and mouthwash
>£80 starbucks gift card
>Spotify £30 giftcard
>£120 cex voucher and £400 cex voucher
>£250 new look gift card
>£150 accessorise gift card
>£200 primark gift card
>Two £50 the perfume shop gift cars
>Next £150 gift card
>Pandora £200 gift card
>£150 restraunt choice gift card
>Idk it was a voucher worth £500 to a spa that does all the shit i like
>I dont fucking know where but a vet voucher worth £450
>Pets at home gift card for like the maximum amount you can get (Hopefully around £200)
>A pastel yellow hybrid bike with a wooden basket. 14 inch. Used, just needs a little bit of polish!
>£600 worth of art stuff, some used some not. Neat condition
>10 house plants, 3 indoor tree thingys, 1 bonsai tree and 40 packets of different seeds for flowers,food ect
>A king size 20ib weighted blanket
>A new ipad pro with apple pen, used but in good condition. Couple of scratches
>3 £100 waterstones gift card
>Used but good working apple earphones (the new wireless ones)
>Used rode microphone vocal pack. Still good condition
>£350 gift card for victoria secret
>IK THIS IS WEIRD BUT LIKE £370 WORTH OF HARRY POTTERHUFFLEPUFF STUFF.Clothes, food, ect ect
>Yellow half moon tambourine
>Cute yellow maracas and cute yellow recorder
>Cute £150 yellow ukulele with yellow straps
>Nice £150 yellow electric guitar with two really nice amps
>£200 yellow acoustic guitar with, straps, shit tonne of pics, guitar capo and tuner
>Cute yellow rollerskates. Real good
>two £25 pizza hut gift cards, costa, tgi fridays, toby carvery and nandos
>Weatherspoons gift card £150
>Itunes gift card £450 and £75
>A really cute pastel vape worth like £130 with like £60 worth of different flavours AND CBD OIL
>This weird feng shui mirror that was actually enchanted O: also like two different tarot decks
>Also got this really witch windchime and witchy dream catcher. £137 worth of essential oils
>£154 worth of candles and incense, a proper broom, Shit tonne of flowersdried flowers, a weird cauldron
>some really old witch books with spells. Like 10. 13 modern witch books, some Embroidery thread,athame
>£200 worth of crystals, £100 worth of herbs and shit, cute feng shui lucky cat and FUCKING OUIJA BOARD
>This super cute yellow vinyl player that does vinyls, bluetooth,cds and radio
>3 £500 ikea gift cards
>2 £250 hmv gift cards
>Lavender 2ds xl, used, lil bit scratched but works perfectly all in box
>Also randomly really weird, but like 60 different books? (books i have on my amazon, ones i like)
>new nintendo switch, used lil bit scratched but works perfectly all in box
>ryedalepethomes rabbit shed with run
>£170 piercing voucher
>£500 tattoo voucher
>£300 jd sport gift card
>£250 sports direct gift card
>A karaoke machine thats like £130 with like 20 different cds
>ps4 guitar hero and rock band games with the WHOLE set and a bit extra
>Shit tonne of hay, sawdust, rabbit toys and rabbit food
>A years voucher for bhlive gym, swim and class. Pretty neat
>A white digital piano
>A white sewing machine with £200 worth of sewing stuff
>A £145 telescope and two pairs of swimming goggles
>Used chromecast that works fine
>A huge 10ft by 14ft trampoline with net and ladder. Its not new but it hasn't been used yet
>A boxing set, gloves, two boxing things (hanging and normal) mouth guards ect
>Newest fitbit with a small and large replacement strap. Used but works amazing
>Fitbit scales. Also used but works amazing

One of the workers had a van and he dropped me home. Bit shady ik. No one was home and he helped set it all up. Actually a nice bloke. I even gave him £20 for gas despite him not wanting it.Made him a neat cuppa