Just let me know whenever you want to play a game and I'll make sure to free up some time for us. Well when I mean go nuts, it's in a good way :joy: I ended up eating mircowave food again because I haven't gone shopping so I have nothing in my house lmao that's the great thing about working with food, I can bring some home. Yeah I constantly reread your messages and just sit with a dumb smile on my face then I'm like shit you can get more messages if you actually just respond haha. I've always just typed fast, but my brother and I played a game like DDR but for your fingers so that helped too. Make sure you get melatonin or else I'm going to pout. Yes for real, I haven't even messaged anyone since we started talking, I just don't want anyone else and I'm content with learning about you. You haven't put any pressure on me, I'm just happily doing all of this and shocking myself in the process :joy: I grew up on a lot of simple things but that's also why I liked cooking because it was fun taking whatever little we had at home and make something way better. My family also had a lot of whatever nights where we had to find our own food. Yeah I hardly have had fast food, I didn't even go in a car wash for so long, just missing out on little things. I grew up with a lot of cruel people and I have some scary stories like there was a little boy who I swear was trying to murder me, but he was friends with my brother so I had to watch them and I remember I slept over his house and the entire time I was sooo uncomfortable. He ended up pulling a knife out and my brother kept telling me I was freaking out for nothing but he threatened me before so that night I left after they went to bed and walked home. I never saw the kid again and I remember his mom the next day asked me what happened and I simply said "I fucking hate your son" :joy: they moved away and I didn't have to deal with them anymore. That was when I was younger than 9, and when I was about 11 my babysitter chased me around the house which scared me on it's own but then he also grabbed a knife then chased me again so now I'm super jumpy with sudden movements, from those moments but also the abuse. Like I have to leave my shower curtain open because my brain always thinks someone is behind it. I hate being tickled so I get that it's torture, my dad would wake me up for school by tickling my armpits so I luckily grew out of being ticklish there but I hate when people tickle my feet or certain sensitive spots on my body like behind my ear and sometimes my neck. It causes me to twitch and I get this angry death glare look, my brother and my best friend do it to annoy me. Most times though I can sense when they're close and I just grab or swat their hand midair :joy: well I just starting doing line work the past few months so it's been very overwhelming for me to pick it up around the holidays and it's when my back started to really act up so that's why they don't think I can handle it. I've heard of BTF, Escape the fate, silverstein and I listen to PTV. I've actually been to warped tour twice, one of them being this last year. I saw BTF the first year I went and they were amazing. If I'm interested in someone I typically only say their name in really special moments, otherwise it's just the pet names which I'm glad you don't mind. I don't talk to my brother as much anymore since he's just disconnected from the family but I did talk to him the past two days, mainly because he wanted my steam games lmao. It was a bit of both but mainly just assuming, I'm friends with a lot of girls, my bad past, and I'm a natural flirt so my exes just always worried about where my attention was. I would mention that to people, be like uhm hey glad to be alive... actually last year on my birthday, I was the only one at my party with weed, one of my friends showed up late then asked me for my bud so they could roll something but then they just rolled for themself with my weed and said something about how they don't like cooties or something like wtf smh. I hope your birthday is better this year as well, you deserve everyday to be as amazing as you are. Lmao I was like I hope she knows what I'm talking about and I'm not a huge fool with that damn car. I had that and I covered it in stickers, I used it for my other toys even though they were so tiny compared to the car. I remember I broke it because I thought I could fit my foot in it, I got my ankle stuck then I ended up just snapping it apart while pretending to be like godzilla :joy: I watch anything animation so I was into all disney, pixar, dreamworks, I watched cartoon network and nick. Like seriously, if it's animated I've seen it. I haven't been to a lot of concerts but I love going and I wish I could've taken you to warped. Omg I know that meme and that is totally me. When I do a deep cleaning, I don't know where anything is anymore because I'm used to the mess. I learned how to sword fight with my brother because he liked to beat me up so I wanted a fair fight. We also liked to larp. Yeah I'm a shitty texter and typically ghost on people for days on end, then here I am sending you good morning messages everyday :eyes: The relationship wasn't the best, I was just blind to the problems we were having I guess. I don't really know how I am now, I'm clueless when it comes to that stuff I just try to be me. I want to be kind and full of love, I want to never stop learning and growing, I just want to be a good person. I'll gladly taste test anything on your lips :wink:
