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our way of seeing life is just like the numbers 6 and 9, when u see it 6 i see it 9 and it repeats always. i have never been intended to hurt you or your feelings i have always tried to be the best person you have, but our difference are never going to be shorten ever and i have accepted it
i know this relationship doesn't mean a lot to you but it meant every possible thing to me, my strength, my weakness, my priority, my proud, everything. but sometimes we have to accept the fact at least i have to that, the most precious thing to my heart gets off my hand no matter how hard i try to hold it, it just doesn't stay be it by any reason.
since morning my day didn't started well, but i never knew it would end this bad that it will cost me losing you just the day before your bday, you are and will be always my special person i know you don't want to be with me you have a lot of problems with me, our relationship don't workout according to your plan, but i just want to tell you that you are my everything be with me or not.
i know you'll think this about me that i'll start dating any other man in just a few days but this time its not going to happen, never ever. i lost my all positivism from losing you today. i just want you to be happy and if you are happy without me then i won't ever stop you. i am sorry for the words i used today and everytime, i can't take them back or just go in past and change everything what i did.
i just can't heal those wounds i have given to you, i hate myself today more than i have ever hated myself. you were like my foundation from whose support i was making a building my positiveness but didn't knew it would fell all because of me only. other people's relationship breaks when a 3rd person interferes but our relationship ended bcoz of me all because of me.
mai khud ko kbhi maaf nhi kr paungi jo kuch bhi maine kiya h aapke saath, loyal rhi hmesa, aapke saath hoke bhi mai aapko smjh nhi pai shi bol rhe the aap 2 saal me to baccha bhi smjhdar ho jata h pr mai, meri to niyat hi khoti h, i am sorry for everything. i know you'll always be happy, but i just wish you now get the most deserving girl of your life, i'll never force you or even come back in your life. i loved you and i'll keep loving you, i know aap mere pe believe nhi kroge kyuki mai uss layak hi nhi, shi bola aapne mai aapke aukat k barabar to kbhi thi hi nhi na kbhi pahuch skti hu, aap shi the mai aapke family se milne layak tk nhi.
i miss you so much jaanu ji, i miss you a lot.
sorry for everything, aap mujhe maaf to kroge nhi frr bhi i am very sorry, mai jaanti hu mere ek sorry bol dene se ab kuch nhi bdlne wala maine apni relationship ko apne hi haath se khtm kr diya.
this is the last thing you are ever going to see from me, i'll change my no. and everything so that we couldn't ever cross each other.
i love you jaanu ji, Happy Birthday and i wish you all the success of this world and all your beautiful dreams come true.
Goodbye