Notes

Sometimes you do not even think what can hide a man and especially what he do with your whole being. However, every tsunami brings changes with it, as you did. Yes, you are a storm that overrides, ruins and destroys everything and then makes me build all over again, but correctly and precisely. And this is the most important thing that made me see myself. I I do recognize that from the beginning i did not like you, :D, I was just saying how 'naglii' you are and you have no limits or good sense. But here's a year gone by and i started to like your direct and impulsive form. You made me change without wanting it. You gave me confidence in what I am, and you were next to me in some moments when I no longer saw any point, and I wanted to do something else. You taught me to be patient and abstain from hasty decisions. It's weird, I broke the stereotype, I built a remote connection that somehow motivates me and gives me courage. I enjoy each message, and I look forward to it. You've become my example of power and courage. I think about you more than i should, i'm truly happy about this. I'm so anxious about the moment when i'll be able to see you, to hug you, to feel you! It seems like i know you for so long that it is so hard without you. You've become my dream, my man and... i can't explain what i feel for you, but is smth powerful and important to me. I miss you, like i never missed everyone else. All this situation is so complicated, that is why i wish that 2019 brings with him patience and clarity, happiness and not even a shadow of fear, a lot of power for you and success for everything you've put into your plan. I'll be by your side, despite everything, caring and supporting you! happy new year!