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Ok so... I had a really long and weird dream and I can't really figure out what it means..so in my dream I was going through my life very naturally,and when I was coming back from my tutoring,I was on my way home but the taxi driver smelled like alcohol (although it was inside a dream it felt real from the details of the taxi to the smell and behavior of the driver)what happened next is the thing that is scaring me the most the taxi crashed and turned upside down , when I opened my eyes (in the dream) I found that my wrists was split and there was a wound on my abdomen, those are the main wounds but I had this dream more than once, and sometimes I have a wound on my neck and another in the middle of my back, (although I should wake up now the dream usually continues to when I am at the emergency room and after I get released from the hospital) so after I go to the emergency room and the treat my wounds, I get a cast,while I am at the hospital my friends come to visit me and they all express their concerns, but something unusual happens here, my cousins , also come to visit me, the proplem is I am not really close to any of them, this isn't the only thing that weirds me out, after I get released from the hospital daily life and hang out with my friends, so while I was talking to my friends my uncle appears (note I feel really uncomfortable around him) and asks about my health but then he looks at my wrist and asks me "did you split your wrists" I look up at him and I tell him yes he then asks me if they were split in the middle, and I also answer the question with a yes he then looks at me and says"how can you be alive after that? You should be dead" and after that he calls me to a bar and sends his friend to get me, I was Waring lighter clothes because of my wounds and I refuse to go with the guy my uncle sent, he tells me not to worry about it and that it's completely fine to go like that, so I argued with him a bit and then barrow one of my friend's jackets and go with him, some times I do have jacket but I just refuse to go with him,and I always end up agreeing. And that's where the dream usually ends I know it's really long and sounds stupid, but I really need help to figure out this dream , since it's beginning to affect my life so please help