Notes

Out of moments to think of, I am,
Cutting friendships away at the stem,
Singing songs that mean nothing to me,
Dreaming of times in which I was free,
No moral strings,
No little things,
To stop me becoming,
A wild beast, always running,
Suicidal, not ringing a bell,
Always chasing after that smell,
That feeling,
Of freedom, never kneeling,
I'm not feeling love anymore,
Never happened, never happened before,
I swear,
My heart, on my cheek I wear,
Fighting voices, inside of my head,
Most of my friends, are probably dead,
I'm dreaming,
Of joining them soon,
The blood streaming,
From my eyes to my spoon,
Still singing,
Bells are ringing,
Ringing my doom,
I'm running, running out of my room,
Tears rolling,
Blood drops falling,
I'm crying,
It feels like I'm dying,
I'm humming, humming a tune,
Can't stop the drumming, on the side of a dune,
I'm broken, and needing repair,
Awoken, but still in despair,
I've gotten no reason live,
No reason,
Life's taken all I had to give,
That's treason,
But I'll keep on living,
My body won't stop breathing,
No more crying,
That means no more tears,
No more trying,
That means no more fears,
I feel a piercing pain in my heart,
Why did she have to depart?
I sometimes wonder,
Is it something I said,
That drove her yonder,
That made her go mad,
I'm speaking, speaking my mind,
To honor those I left behind,
I'm reeling,
Getting used to feeling,
Thunder echoes away through the skies,
Look in the mirror, wash the blood from your eyes,
I'm cravin',
For the embrace of hell,
Like a raven,
Into the darkness I fell,
I'm useless, but still not afraid,
My courage, is deep, it's self made,
I'm asking,
To shorten my life,
In death I'm basking,
Went from ten years to five,
My sorrow I hide,
Beneath the mask of not caring,
Hides suicide,
People ask how I'm faring,
I'm always lying,
Saying life's not terrifying,
Crying my eyes out, still not enough,
Life's a monster, a monster so ruff,
My light is fading,
Always hating,
I do not know why,
The years must go by,
Like a bird flying to the south,
I'm soaring,
Words coming out of my mouth,
I'm roaring,
I'm falling asleep,
I'm dreaming, and softly I weep,
Cannot break me, for I'm already broken,
Can't remember, for we've never spoken,
Tripped over my standards, into depression I fell,
Nothing I'm doing is ever done well,
I'm hoping,
That this all will end,
Life's sloping,
I'm without a friend,
Made a promise that I will stay strong,
Life has been dragging me along,
I'm just a feather, I'm drifting away,
I'm just a peon, I do not hold sway,
Just a failure in a world full of rhymes,
Just a zero in a world full of dimes,
I'm crying, I'm crying tears of regret,
Not dying, I'm dying just yet.