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THAT'S REAL TRUE ! THOUGH I WAS MY MOTHER'S OUTLET OF HER PROBLEMS AT TIMES, AND TOO YOUNG TO UNDERSTAND WHAT'S GOING ON WITH NO QUESTION, NOR COMPLAIN , AS I WAS OBEDIEDNT THROUGHOUT, RESPONSIBLE AT THAT, UNTIL I HAVE GROWN AMIDST ALL, AS I CAME TO REALIZED WHAT GIGANTIC LOAD OF WORK MY MOTHER GOT,- JUST TO THINK OF OUR FUTURE RAISING & CHASING HER TIME , JUST SO WE WON'T BE LEFT WITH NOTHING, AND HELPLESSLY, AND WITH 8 CHILDREN IS NO JOKE TO RAISED, AND THINK OF, AS SHE KNEW THEN WHAT WAS ALL OUT IN THE FIELDS OF THE BUSINESS WORLD, AND CORRUPTIONS , ETC... UNTIL ONE DAY SHE WAS RUSHED TO THE EMERGENCY WARD WITH 50-50 CHANCE TO LIVE UPON HER OPERATION WHICH MY FATHER CONSCENTED TO THE 8 DOCTORS THAT THAT WILL BE IN THE OPERATING ROOM BUT SADLY AT THE LAST STITCH OF HER OPERATION SHE PASSED. I WAS A GIFT TO MY PARENTS TO KEEP OBEYING, AND FEARFUL OF THEM, WHERE THERE IS LOVE IN FEAR, AND BEING VERY RESPONSIBLE THAT MADE ME A VERY GOOD HELPER, MORE SO OF MY TWO BABY SIBLINGS I CARED FOR, WHEN MOM WASN'T AROUND BUSY IN THE FIELD OF REALTORS BEING THE TOP REALSTATE BROKER, OR WHEN SHE GETS HOSPITALIZED, I STAY HOME TO LOOK AFTER THE TWO YOUNGEST BABIES, CUTTING MY CLASSES IN MY GRADE SCHOOL.. MUCH MUCH LATER ON, WHEN MY FATHER REMARRIED, & LEFT FOR GOOD FOR UNITED STAES OF AMERICA, TO PETITION US ALL WHICH HE COMPLETED BEFORE HIS DEATH, SPECIALLY FOR THE MARRIED ONES WHICH TOOK LONGER, AS I TOOK CHARGE OF OUR HOME , AND HAVE TO DO WHAT IS RIGHT, AND GOOD AMIDST ALL KINDS OF VARIOUS OF PROBLEMS, AS I FACE UP TO IT ALL, THUS LOOKING BACK WITH SUCH JOY OF NO REGRETS OF MY PAST BUT WITH PROFOUND AWE , AS I THANK YOU O GOD OF THOSE GOOD YEARS OF LEARNING, AND FOR THOSE PEOPLE ANGELS YOU SENT THAT PROTECTED ME, AND MY SIBLINGS! 12/11/2018 Tuesday 11:25 a.m.