Notes

Your head and heart must be everywhere right now, making life confusing and hectic. The problems and issues you're dealing with are real and scary, and I know that you are trying to figure out things for yourself. I have seen you accomplish, fail, love, lose and laugh at your worst and at your best. You work hard for everything in your life and continue to strive for more. You're also the one that I can slack off with, goofing around as if nothing else in the world matters at the time and the looks on our faces is so cute. U continue to amaze me and one day you're going to surprise yourself, even if it's not right now. I couldn't be more proud of the person you are and how you carry yourself. Someone as great and caring as u shouldn't have to deal with heavy problems. But we both know life doesn't work that way, so that's why we have each other. Just remember that I will be your safety zone and pick u up when you fall. tell me what you want from me. Use me as your verbal punching bag. I'll listen and give you opinions if you ask for them. I'll just sit there in silence with you. Whatever you need, I'll do it. I want to help in any way that I can. U need to do what is best for u. u are loved by so many. Your friends AND family wish nothing but the best for you and want to do well by you. It may not seem like it sometimes, but that's why I'm here to remind you. They're just trying to help the best way they know how. They may not understand you or the situation and will try to lend a hand in ways that don't actually work for you, but remember that they care. You have people who love you, hold onto them and keep them. I love you so much twat

why my parents that take drugs why my parents who dont listen to me why my parents who say oh we tryin but they lieing or saying they will stop jus gettin my hopes up why my parents who sayin oh this year is the year we will go on holiday for the past 5 years even tho we struggle for food on the plate every day who struggle rent who waste money on drugs for since i was out the womb why my dad who is such a nice man but puts no effort in same as my mum why my dad who falls asleep because he is up all night and im trying to talk to him why does no one care why am i a cunt why do i wanna kms 24/7 why do i fake how i feel why do i lose the ones i care for why is my half bro dead why did i never know about him why does my mum and dad have criminal records why do my family never go out why is there no improvement why can i not end my life even tho i wanna why am i happy for an hour and angry sad mad for the next 23 hours

Me and nusrat`s convo