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I hate my life. I hate my parents. I hate my mom. I hate my dad. My parents are so annoying and strict. My computer was broken so we sent it to be fixed so I was using my dad's lap top. He kept yelling at me cause I was eating while using it. Now he's on my computer and is eating while using it. I want to take my computer then tell at him, imitating him, "don't eat while using my computer." My mom is threating me. I only said "mom" and she said that I'm not allowed to go to my friend's bday party. I want to go up to her and scream in her face "if I don't go to her bday party I'm not taking the stupid shsat test. I'm not taking any more tests I'm dropping out of school and leaving this house and never coming back." My mom and dad are slowly killing me. They aren't doing anything physically but if they keep doing what there doing they will drive me to suicide. I'm already derpessed and having those thoughts so it won't take much to make me do it. Sometimes I feel like there going to abuse me even though it's illegal. My mom thinks I'm so stupid that I'm going to start doing drugs if I go to my zoned highschool. My dad is getting on my nerves. He's worried about getting his clothes dirty and doesn't care about my comoyter. He thinks he's the most important person in the world. I want to go up to him and punch him in the gave then kill myself.