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I met this boy and had a crush on him for a long time but then i got over it. but then turd out this boy had a crush on me. i was SHOCKED. so then one day[ he has REALLY curly hair] so i padded his head and he said ''i have to tell/ask you something at the end of the day.'' i said ok. so then the end of the day came and he asked me out, i said YESS... till this day he is an amazing guy. he even did my work for me. Now my other relationship. was kind of the same way. he liked me and i liked him BUT he said that he was going to give me a hug. but he didn't. so i guess someone told him i was mad that he did not give me a hug but i wasn't. so he broke up with me. but whats crazy is the first second i felt like i didn't want to be with him anymore. it was almost like it was a sign. but Now with the boy i am with now i feel so happy with. we always give each other a hug when we see each other in the hallway. i love him. i never said i loved him YET. i only call him by his first name. not bae or babe. just his first name. my heart jumps so high. and he make me feel like such a great girl. i may never say that i love him but i REALLY REALLY REALLY do. what i am really worried about is cheating. i will never cheat and i don't know about him.. but its not a big deal. if he does i will do what a normal girl does. CRY ABOUT IT. yeah but i love him so much........................................ my loves name is isreal #my babe..