Notes

hey bro... Sigh... i miss them... i miss my dad, i miss my step mom, i miss my sister... i miss Melisa... she abandoned us, she said she wouldnt bring home a boy... she went to colledge and she had a boy... and... they got married... without us... and now im not holding on to nothing... exept the internet those movies... those shows... those stories, those are the things im holding onto... i wish, i was in my own fantasy world... where where wolves dragons zombies and vampires were all real super powers and superheroes... pokemon.. were people have wings.... a world where i was one of a kind and i wasnt a lame angsty kid a world where i grew up with a good family not a strict poor family and.... its like screaming and no one can hear... its like drowning and im trying to keep my head above water and i cant open my mouth to breathe and my head and lungs is just yelling and screaming for me to get air in but i cant so when i finally let it in.... its over i lost and im finally free from all the pain...