Notes

stuff's hard.
"yo I don't have any plans for lunch tomorrow, you wanna go out for a thing with me?"
it's not bad, to be honest. appeals to her awkward memey nature. what if she says no? that she's busy? we should have a backup plan. i guess we can ask for another day, like thursday or something, but will that work? again, i think she's comftorble with me. i saw what recently in the hallway, and way back when we were doing the plant project and before that. I'm not a stranger to her, that much is clear. i guess, yolo right? You do miss 100% of the shots you don't take. Do i want to take this shot in the first place? it's scary. It was always gonna be. It might have been scarier face to face. remember: you become more like the people you spend the most time with. I like min, I really do. Great personality, same sense of humor, a lot of things in common. she's also someone I look up to in terms of goals.
I think I'll go for it. It's good to not care, right? if things continue between us as they are now, she'll just become another nameless person from high school. We can go further than that, I know we can. so, why not try? Isn't the potential for something greater worth enough? if it doesn't work out, nothing's changed. We'll go through small talks, and eventually she'll leave. But it can work out. It has the potential to. So it WILL work out.
Alright, I'll take that shot.
Here goes.
fuck that is so nervewracking
it's done, the deed is done. updated "out for a thing" to just :something". i think it flows better.
We just gotta wait now kinda, wee what happens. Keep an open mind. Whatever happens, it's okay, it's just important the shot was taken. It was a first step, for us.