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Write a n Pain tearing your soul apart, ripping each and every shred until you become nothing but pure empty, useless space. Just sitting there, no use in the world anymore. Just like a bag of trash someone threw out their window, that they hope would eventually vanish, having no purpose anymore, never to be thought of every again. Did you think of getting thrown into a pit of fire, or something close to that? I didn't, and maybe some people with enough experience probably didn't either. That was explaining the pain of getting heartbroken, betrayed, getting lied to, and everything along those lines. This type of pain is by far one of the most horrible I've experienced to say the least. These next words I'm going to type here should be understood if you understand and have gone through this, even if it was just once or twice. Let me continue...
"We're breaking up", "I don't love you anymore", "We'd be better off on our separate ways". Words that can ruin and destroy a person, words that have destroyed me. After those words have been said you feel that it's the end of the world. Because to you, it is. You've lost your bestfriend, your buddy, a shoulder to cry on. They knew everything about you and vice versa, you knew how they got every scar they have on their body. You could name everything about them in a heartbeat. But look where you are now, what ever happened to the promises you guys made? All the I love yous, gone forever. They mean nothing anymore, at least it seems like it doesn't to them. But you sure as heck think the world of those memories, no matter how painful they are, your mind still continues to trace them again and again and again. Finally over analyzing all the specific details, each time ripping what's left of your broken heart again, until there's nothing. Your mind doesn't learn from the pain to stop doing it, but you still do it. You feel like those memories should never fade from your memory, you feel like you'd lose them, and yourself if you ever did. But would that be so bad? In the long run, you'll find someone worth the world to you, and they will think the same of you. Those memories will have no place in your heart anymore, you will feel much better forgetting those memories, or learning to control thinking about them. Someone else will have your heart, and this time forever <3ote in this area. It's really easy to share with others. Click here ...