Notes

Didn't feel no love , i was hurting everyday , praying to god , my father from above , so he can numb the pain , i know he feel ashamed , i lied to him telling him , i'm sorry ima change , i tried to stick to what i said , but went a different lane , soon as i did that , my lifestyle got strange , thats a true fact , and most of the times i pray , it rains , and when it does , i feel like that's god crying , am i insane!!? I don't think so , i just think about different thangs , god made me , and gave me breath and my brain . So i'm okay , i ain't fine , i never show no emotion , the tears i use to hide , you wouldn't even find , is like your ass is blind , its kinda like , i'm here today you can say hi , but the next day you can say goodbye , it all happens by suprise , unexpectedly , so sad to even say rest in peace , knowing that you are gone , and the only image of you is the memories , there's nothing we can do. when we lose a love one , but just let it be ! if i didn't care i wouldn't talk about it , but i have sympathy , as you can can see , i'm trying to do good , i come from ny bk , my hood , where i done things that i could , & would , but can't say i should , guess i'm misunderstood , i always loved to fight , and hit my opponent , with a mean hook , have em shook , while the whole crowd just look , knock em out , 2 secs was all it took ,