Notes

Okay! This one is going to be kind of weird for me to write because i'm not used to telling a story about something so close and real. But here it goes! So here is a December visit story. Hmm the question is about what. I'm just going to start writing and see where it goes. Okay. So this is like within the first week i'm there so we still haven't convinced DL to let us sleep together yet. So you wake up before me and come downstairs to your kitchen. And you hang out in there for awhile and then you're just like "okay i'm going to wake his lazy ass up". And as you walk down the stairs I just start to wake up and by the time you reach the bottom of the stairs that's the moment where I actually open my eyes. Pretty much the first thing I see when i wake up is you so obviously I just cant help but sleepily smile and open my arms for you to come over. You hopefully think I look really cute and just walk over and fall into my arms. So we are just kind of cuddling and talking about little things but we are just being goofy with it because we are high key goons and i just kind of pause and stare at you for a minute. After awhile you're just like what????. I'm just sitting there so overcome, so frozen to a sense, by how much I love you. It just hit me. Waking up to your face. How happy it made me. Wishing I could experience that every day for the rest of my life. How comfortable i am with you. How happy you make me in general. It just literally has me frozen. Like a wave is truly hitting me. Not even a wave... Its more a tsunami. I'm realizing that i get to spend the Christmas season (and Christmas itself) with the love of my life. Its finally sinking in. Finally I find my words again and i just tell you how much i love you. How much i need a future with you. What you truly mean to me. And I just cant stop saying that i love you. Its a like a broken record. And I just start attacking your face with kisses. After awhile we decide we probably should go upstairs 1 for food 2 to stay on DL's good side. So we go up to your kitchen and we are just kind of hanging out with your fam for awhile and its just fun to a sense. Its comfortable. Honestly everyone in that house is a goon in their own way so its just fun. But after awhile we have to get ready because we have plans for the day. Which is ice skating lmaoo. So we get ready to go into NYC because we are going to make a day out of it so why not go ice skating down there? So we get into the city and we are either going to the Rockefeller rink or Bryant park rink (google is the mvp). Oh man and let me tell you. When we get onto that ice. We are a mess. Like its bad. But we cant stop laughing. There is one time where I fall down and you try to help me up but I end up pulling you down too on accident. And we are both just sitting there on the ice laughing so hard. After awhile we kind of get the hang of it but we still suck so we are like "okay that was good for a first experience!" and we pretty much say that we will come back sometime next year. Or go somewhere else. It would just be fun do it every year as one of our little things. And we walk over to a little bench nearby and I go to the concession stand and get us both a hot chocolate and we just sit there for awhile sipping on our hot chocolate and enjoying the environment. After awhile we get up and decide to go do something. So we go shopping. We planned on having dinner in the city and we had a few hours to kill so it works out perfectly. So we just kind of go around shopping and just having a amazing time tbh. We go into every kind of store honestly. You make me try on a bunch of stuff and i make you and we are just like okay damn if we had money that would be really nice. We pretty much just do a shit ton of window shopping. After awhile its finally time for food and we go to like a semi-nice place. And its just the perfect end to the day. The food? A+. The atmosphere? A+. My date? A++++++++++++. Its just really nice and we just talk about our future over dinner and just about how much we love each other. After dinner we catch a train back and we had a long day so on the ride back you just kind of fall asleep on my shoulder. We get back and we tell your fam about our day. And this is my story so that night we convince your mom to let us sleep together. We just kind of fall asleep cuddling with just slight smiles on our faces

The end.