Notes

Well soumia! It's been many days and we are getting very attracted day by day. We are becoming more attractive when we reunite after saying good bye every time. Both of us know that what are we doing is totally not good but we have become blind by following nafs! We are knowledgeable person but acting like a jaheel. We are talking like couple even you haven't become my wife yet. And i think it's a hidden sin because outside people never imagine we have connection with opposite gender and you know the hadith ( https://islamqa.info/ar/135707 ) about the great destruction of secret sin even it's not big. It's hard to stay free from sin but we have to try and you are definitely 100 times better than me. Let's try to be better than what we were one year before and become that person whom Allaah likes. It's odd to see a guy crying but tears are around my eyes. We are disconnecting because of Allaah and He might unite us on this dunya or give you someone better than me. We just have to be patient .