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We dropped the LSD at midnight
Stuck in thought loops for about 8/12 hours of the trip
The last next 3 hours i felt fine, however when the comedown started i went home, felt okay just coming down off the drugs, the booze but suddenly i felt anxiety building up, i came home and laid in my bed about 11 am, 1 of my eyes got stuck and the other kept rolling around, i stumbled across all my words and felt like being stuck in a psychosis, my mom came upstairs and could sense something was wrong, she asked me if i was okay and i just started crying.
The next 12 hours even after the LSD came off i was stuck in thought loops, tremors and muscle cramps all over my body, my eyes just rolling around in my head, my brain in extreme terror filled in pain, the only thing helping me being my mom hugging me. I had high fever and the repetetive thought loops being something like:
im permenently damaged, i fucked my life up
I fucked my familys life up
They will abandon me
Im gonna jump out from the highest floor
should i ask my family to kill me?
This went on from around 12 am to 2 am the next night and i finally fell asleep
Its been 2 days now and i feel like i permenently damaged my brain, but hopefully it'll be fine in some days
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