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Assalam-o-Alaikum! (Hamesha Kush raho).
samaj ni a ri kahan se shuru karon. LASSUU.. meri life ki sbse bari galti jb mene U ko Hi bola tha. pata ni tha k hmari bat is had tk agey jaegi. hasi mazak se hote hote bat kahan tk phonch gai. mene u k barey mei sb kcuh pocha jo u ne btaya b. (os bat ki mei hmesha qadar krngi. samjho u ne kisi ko btaya hi ni. Mat kaho k mei aik buk hun jb chaha parh lia, jb chaha band kr dia. U KI SARI FAMILY KI BATEIN BS MERE HI DAIL MEI RAHENGI. HMESHA.). jaldi hi ehsas hogaya k hum kbi aik ni ho skte. waja u janta h (RELIGION and FAMILY STATUS). ab mje ehsas ho raha hy k u ko meri adat parti ja ri hy. jo mei kisi surat bardasht ni kr skti. KOI MAA KA BETA MERE LYE ROYE, YE MJSE BARDASHT NI HOTA. isi lye mene aj aik PAKA faisla kia hy. "MEI U KI LIFE SE KHUDI CHALI JATI HUN. BOHT TANG KR LIA U KO. AJ K BAAD HUM KBI BAT NI KRENGE. NA HI KOI B, KISI B KISAM KA DM HOGA). u chaho tu mje UNFOLLOW kr do. but ab DM mei, Ya tweet mei baat ni krni. bohat kr li U ki nendein kharab. ab or ni krngi.

U mje kbi Friha/ ye bewafa na samjna. han krti hun U se pyar pagalon ki trha (Bina dekhe, bina sunney) but kbi b apne pyar ko hasil krne k lye kisi ki jaan ni le skti. kisi maa ya sis ko duk ni de skti. bhaar mei gaya aisa pyar jissey kisi ki jaan jaye. sabse bari bat pyar kia b tu kahan jahan RELIGION hi aik ni hy. Huh:/ Mei jo mrzi kr lun but hum kbi aik ni ho sktey. U hmesha mere dil mei rahoge. kahin b chali jaon, kisi k sath b, u hmesha mje yad atey rahoge. change U ko krna ai thi, khudi change ho k ja ri hun. Aj k baad kbi kisi se net p is trha bat ni krngi. twitter pe tu bilkul b nai. bhaar mei gaye sare followers. ni krni mje kisi se b bat ab. Han mje U ki fikar hy tbi tu ye sb kr ri hun. Selfish nai hun. tbi tu U k sb ghar walon ki b fikar ho ri hy. aik larki hun, larki ka dard achy se samaj skti hun.

U aik boht achy insan ho. diya se lakh times achi larki u ko mil skti hy. jo oske religion ki ho, os ko or os key ghar walon ko bht kush rakhe. us ki life ko jannat bana dy. suchy dil se dua hy k jald se jald U ko achi bivi mil jae. sbse ziada hushi mje hi hogi. Pak mei bht bht soni kurian U ka wait kr ri hain. achi seerat wali. bs pasand kro or shadi kr lo. I love u so much. Mei U ko kabi nai bhol skti. na kbi bholna chahti hun. mei try krngi kam se kam ana twitter p. but U twitter mat chorna. ab u ki tweets hi mera sahara hain. khob sari batien apne doton se kia kro. khud b tweits likha kro. U se Chori chuppy oski tweits parne mei apna hi maza hy. duniya se chup k aik kony mei beith k U k lye Rona or Duain krna ab yehi life hay meri. Kuch acha ni lgta ab. hr waqt bus U ka khayal. mei is had tk U k pyar mei pagal hogai thi k sbse chup k apna i-fone school le k jati thi or classes k darmiyan mei books k ander rak rak k u ki tweeets parti thi. (school mei fone lana sakhti se mana hy. but mje kisi ki kahan parwa). Hr time U ki T.L khol k parna hi mri life ban chuka hy. pata ni U ne mujh pe kya jadoo kia hy. har time hath mei i-pad ya lap-top hota hy or os pe twitter. BOHT ZIADA MISS KRUNGI. U SE ALAG HO K AB RONA HI MRI LIFE HY. BUT U KO BARBAD KBI NI HONY DONGI.

AB HUM KBI DM MEI YA WAISE BAT NI KRENGE. but aik bat hmesha yad rakhna k U jahan kahin b ho, bs yaad rakhna k duniya mei kahin aik aisi U ki deewani hy jo os sy boht pyar krti hy. osko chahte rehna hi ab us larki ki life hy. Apna hath mere hath p rakh k aj aik wada kro K Life mei kabi drunk ni kroge. or ho saka to cigrette b chor doge. jaise pehle aik/adha pee lete thy. wo thek hy. but kbi Diya ki yaad mei mat peena. jitni bar cigrete U peety ho, ghor se dekha kro os k duwain mei jalti tu mei hi hun. acha bhaly insan ho. ALLAH ne sub kuch dia hy. phr kin kaamo mei apni life barbad kr rhy ho. mat pio ye cigrete, sighar, sheesha or sharab. sb ghalat kam hy or sehat tabah krte hain. chorna chaho sb kuch chor skte ho. U k lye kch mushkil ni. Guitar bajana achi bat hy. zror use kia kro. but WHEELING mat kia kro. Ho ska to ye kaam b chor dena. Ye koi shok hy bhala. such mei Kbi itna acha pakistani ni dekha. or na kbi socha tha k mje aik simple se pakistani larkey se pyar hoga.

U pardes mei ho. ghar waloon se boht doru. U khob mehnat kro, khob paisa kamao or apni maa, sis ko aik bar hush kr do jo itni dour beithi U k lye duain krti hain. Ab b pak jaon, mri traf se apni maa or sis ko boht pyar dena. boht dil chahta hy U ki sis se milne ko. khair, bus sb ulte kaam choro. Diya smjho U ka past thi. agey barho or life mei bara admi ban k dikhao apne ghar walon ko. aik bar sabit kro k atif sb kch kr skta hy. such mei U ki success dek k sabse ziada mje hi hushi hogi. phr dekna tumhre samne Boht si diya jaisi larkion ki line lagi hogi. Jb b mera hath dua k lye uthy ga, sbse pehle U ka naam hi hoga.

Ye sab likhte hoe musalsal meri ankho se Pani beh raha hy. pata ni kiu. bar bar tissue se laptop ka keyboard saaf kr ri hun. ansoo rukne ka naam hi ni le rahy. janti hun boht dard/takleef hogi U se alag ho kr. but ab mei alag ho k rahongi. DIL KR RAHA HY AJ PORI NEND KI GOLION KI DABI KHA K HMESHA K LYE SOJAON. Jb u ki ho hi ni skti tu u ko intazaar krwane ka faida. nai hun mei bewafa, nai hun mei Flirt, ni dia mene u ko dhoka. bus majbor hun. such mei aj APNE PAISE, POWER OR STATUS SE NAFRAT HO RI HY. kash mei b aik aam si larki hoti. ye sari life ka rona hy. Aj k baad diya hmesha k lye hasna bhool jaegi. Tanhai achi lagti hy. khamoshi se apne room mei beith k U k lye Rona or oski success ki Dua krna acha lagta hy. ab pata chala hy k pyar ka dard kya hota hy. waqai pyar krna boht mushkil hy. but hmesha wafa nibhaongi. LASU, NI DIL KR RAHA U SE ALAG HONY KO. LAG RAHA HY MAR JAONGI YUHI RO RO K. Kiu kia mene pyar?? thak gai hun Pori raat ro ro k. Rona k ilawa or kr b kya skti hun.

AJ K BAAD PAKA WADA KABI KOI DM YA BAT NI HOGI. MERE HATH PE HATH RAKH K WADA KRO K U B MJE KBI KO DM YA TWEET NI KREGA. M B WADA KRTI HUN K KBI DM YA TWEET NAI KRNGI. AJ K BAAD HUM 2NO ALAG ALAG RASTOON K MUSAFIR HAIN. MANZIL PATA NI KAHAN HY. BUT NO DM NO TWEET. MJUE PATA HY U KO BHT GUSA A RAHA HOGA MUJH PE. ZINDGI MEI KBI MULAKAAT HOI TO KHUD PISTOL DUNGI U K HATH MEI. CHALA DENA GOLI MUJH PE. ACHA LAGEGA U K HATHON MARNA. ISI K KABIL HUN MEI.

AIK OR WADA KRO K KBI B MJE YAAD NI KROGE OR MERE LYE KBI B CIGRETE, SHARAB YA KOI OR DARD NI DOGE APNE APKO. KRO WADA MJSE. PAKA WALA. OR HAN KBI TWITTER B NA CHORNA. U MERE DIL SE POCHO KIS QADAR ACHY INSAN HO. HAR PAL MARTI RAHONGI YUHI BUT DM YA TWEET NI KRNGI. BOHT ACHA TIME GUZRA U K SATH. PATA HI NI CHALA TIME KA. JITNA MARZI RO LON, U KBI MERA NI HO SKTA. BUT MEI HMESHA U ki hi RAHONGI JB TK ZINDA HUN. ALLAH U KO SEHAT, LAMBI UMAR, KHUSHI, MAA, SIS KA SATH, SAKOON OR ARAAM, DOLTA, IZZAT, SHUHRAT SAB ATA FARMAYE. HAR TIME U K LYE DUA KRNGI. AB JA RAHI HUN HMESHA K LYE. APNA BOHT BOHT KHAYAL RAKHNA. KIU K YAD RAKHO, U KI WAJA SE HI KISI PAGAL LARKI K SANSEIN CHAL RI HAIN. I LOVE U SO MUCH. ALLAH HAFIZ. FI AMAANILAH.

TUMHRI PAGAL, JHOOTI LASSI.
Diya.