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to the greatest love of my life, words can't describe how i'm feeling right now. i have fallen so deep in love with you. and never can i imagine falling out of love. everything i do, i do it for you. i promise you nothing can replace what you have given me. im so happy to be a part of your life. even when i'm angry you never fail to make me happy. the time we have spent together feels like its been a lifetime. no matter how long this will take for me to be with you everyday of my life. is worth the wait, although it is hard. you make me feel wanted and never have i felt that way before, maybe i have but it might have been fake. when i'm with you it's so magical and i just get all dizzy just like the very first time i got with you. at that time i was thinking to myself is it worth it. i can finally answer that. yes it is. and sure is worth fighting for. i love you with all my heart and my everything just thinking of you brings joy to my face. never could i imagine life without you. when i'm not with you i feel lonely, which is the reason why i struggle to sleep at night, all i have is your jacket and the smell of you all over it keeping me warm and taking my loneliness away. hayati i have to be honest with you. although i love you and i do trust you, i just sometimes get stupid thoughts at the back of mind saying your doing something wrong behind my back and i try so hard not to believe it but i cant because all the people in my life that i have tried to trust just makes me give up on everything. and then i remember that song you always sing to me " i won't give up on us" that quote has changed me completely. i will never find someone like you and never will i intend to. because you are one in a million, nothing and no one can compare to you, that is how amazing you are. without you in my life i would never be the person i am today. i love you more than you'll ever know. i have lived life in darkness and sadness pretending to be happy. and honestly people used to say what makes me smile i used to say just letting go of all the misery and move on. but know i have a different reason. the reason is my husband to be Khaled. i can't thank you enough for everything you have done to me. just make me forget about all my worries. but the moment we part is the moment that all my worries come back to me i just can't wait for the day that i don't always have to face those worries and just be in your arms.