Notes

Olivia. You are an amazing girl. You are absolutely stunning in every way. You have an amazing voice and a sweet sweet smile. You are sweet and caring. When I first saw you I thought "Damn shes hot id like to get to know her." but I didn't really until you became friends with Alita. That's when I saw my chance to get to know you better. And that one day when I sat down and started talking to you ill be honest my heart was racing because you are just so beautiful. So I got to know you better and I started to like you more and more each time and it wasn't just because I thought you were beautiful this time its because I thought both your looks and personality were beautiful. Then the night came where I confessed to you that I liked you and I was sure as hell surprised to find out you liked me as well. So as you know i asked you out and once again to my surprise you said yes, that made my day trust me. So we dated for a few days and i was too pussy to try anything like kissing you and or hugging you so i didn't. Fast forward to the past few days... Almost getting into the fight with Brandon i felt so bad telling you to shhh, i know you don't really care but it bothers me that i did that to you so im apologizing once more. Then Holina asked me out and i did say no at first but then i felt bad for turning her down and i didnt think it would mean much to you because ill be honest i thought you didnt like me anymore. Anyways i noticed that even while i dated her for the day i found that all i could think about wasnt her...it was you and i realized that the more i thought of me with her the more my heart hurt in denial of who i was with. So i broke up with her... Olivia im sorry i hurt you and i will do anything i can to show you im sorry. Honestly love me or hate me im always gunna make sure your happy. you have my word that unless you tell me not to try any longer or to leave you alone and you mean it i wont be giving up anytime soon. You mean alot to me and it really does hurt me to see you sad. I love you Olivia and nothing is gunna stop me from loving you. You are amazing you really are and you are so so gorgeous everytime i see you or your name is mentioned my heart fills with butterflies. I want things between you me to be ok at the least. I dont know what more to say other then im here for you and im only devoting myself to you and no other girl, unless of course you tell me to fuck off or somthing along the lines of "stop trying youll never be with me". Anyways i just want you to be happy.