Notes

You love me? Well. Why now? In the past I've gone out with so many other girls just to get my mind over you. You've been in my heart for so long. I didn't think that I could get over you. Until I met a girl. I liked her and she was probably better than you. Her personality, her everything. When we broke up I thought that I could finally not like you anymore. And I'm still fighting. You don't even know what I had to get through and all the hearts I've broken. Yet you don't notice shit. So why now? After I've fought these feelings for after so long because my heart was just too big to fit my love for you. I guess all that hard work that I thought would pay off would never pay off. I've always dreamt of this day happening. But now? I don't even know if my feelings are still the same. I've told you that I loved you once and what did you say? Nothing. No response and you tore my heart apart. I thought you liked me back? I guess you were just pretending. What's wrong with you? You keep playing with my heart. And that's not good for me. You're just like any other girl. A girl that doesn't care whether they break a guys' heart. You're so heartless that you don't even care about me or your friends. The friends that I introduced to you. The friends that I thought that would make you feel comfortable but all you do is talk shit and shit and shit about them to me. I hate you. Why are you like this? When I first met you, you were sweet, nice and innocent. Now, you're a cruel person. A person that I don't even know anymore. I guess we just weren't meant to be. To be honest, right now I would say I love you back. But, I'm not. That was what I thought I would say if this day ever comes. So it did come though. Not how I expected and not how late you would express your feelings until now. I hate you and I would never look at you the same. Ever.