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i am not ok, im tired of waking up every morning and feeling like hell, i hate feeling like this, if you didnt want a realaionship you could have said so, im tired of feeling like you hate me, you make me feel like u dont know me and it hurts so fucking bad, you said you wold never hurt me but you did see when i told you i was never leaving i meant that from the bottom of my heart you showed me that good guys did exsist i told you things ive never told anyone, you made me happy i gave you my heart bro i just didnt expet to get it back in peaces,my whole life i thought i would never be happy then i met you, but it turns out that...that you didnt really love me as much as you made me think you did,i told my family abt you i let you meet them, i talked abt you all the time, i even told my best friend abt you bro, then you break my heart witch you said u wouldnt. You say we will get back together one day, but i dont bealive you bc iv heard that so many time and you done even seem to care, youve changed, i miss the old you, the you that acully card the one..the one that loved me, you see let me tell you something, if you dont care abt me anymore just tell me bc im tierd of feeling this way. i say its ok bc i put the pain away and rub it of, your not the guy that that ik is in there somewhere i know hes in there your hidding, and honsly i miss you, i miss the real you i hate seeing you like this. I fell in love with you bc the day i met you i seen how you were with your sisers i seen a guy who loved and cared a lot abt his sisters, i could see you would do anything for them, thats what drew my attenon bc i seen how much of a good guy you were, i just wish you would talk to me abt this......and im so sorry for everything,i wanted a futuer with you, ive never felt this way abt anyone in my life, you gave me a feeling that no one has ever givin me,youve changed and i dont like this knew you.